Photojournalism

on raya 2008!

2008-10-05T04:19:00.000-07:00

SALAM LEBARAN 2008!

yes i know its a lil late posting about my raya. i'm gonna let my pictures do the talking aite?

sorry and deepest apology. my mistake for using AV mode. damn, i thought i've already turned to M mode. Damn! Enjoys. more on my multiply & flickr coming soon.

on butterfly accessories for raya part 1

2008-09-30T09:37:00.000-07:00

okay everything is set and done. syukur alhamdullilah. i've acheive my puasa dgn sepenuh keimanan and syukur alhamdullilah kepada yg maha kuasa kerana memberi kami kesempatan untuk beraya sekali lagi.

those pics above are all my accessories that are to be worn tmr. and did i tell you, i got a brand new look? hehehe. okay, short post, cause i wanna head to bed and wake up early tmr. (: nights!

on decorating and cleaning part 1

2008-09-29T06:55:00.001-07:00

okay, today i was being super duper hard working, i did all the mopping, vacumming. heheh

mum was asleep in my room so after dad & sis left for work, i turn on the raya song and start cleaning and decorating. it was all done alone by myself. removing the chairs to placed the new carpet that mum bought at arab street. brand new house. i dont stay condo okay?i stay in a normal HDB house. hehhee. just that my parents love these kind of grand chairs.

tmr morning waking up pretty early to accompany mum to collect ketupat and then meet my granny at bustop to accompany her collect cake. then go bangkit to get my hair done. wooo whee. but i have to make sure tonight i'll sleep early. i hate getting up in the middle of the night and from there i cant go to bed anymore. tmr unfortunate i cant help my mum in the kitchen cause i'll for hours at the saloon getting my hair done. hehehe. alright the last sahur for 2008.

on everlast & raya shopping part 3.

2008-09-27T12:28:00.000-07:00

so my saturday started off with waking up early actually more of a going to the market since i didnt sleep the whole night. see told you so my sleeping hours is really unpredictable. accompanied mummy to buy all the raya cooking ingredients and boy oh boy i can tell you the trolly weighs much more heavier then me. see, lucky there's a lift now to my house, going down the stairs from 6th storey was no more. hehehe. the weather was really being very super duper testing my patience in fasting, but pull it through as usual. oh mummy, thanks for the everlast jacket. hehehe. 89€ how expensive could it be, convert it yourself okies? hehehe. after market, reached home super duper tired. tried to get some sleep but things caught up one after one. when i wanted to sleep my sister was cleaning her room using vacumm and after that, dad played the raya vcd that he bought 2 days ago, how could i resists of not watching it, so i told mummy to wake up and karaoke. hehehehe. my all time fav raya song. hehehe. then after karaoke-ing, then this time i really head to bed w/o fail. only a 2hrs sleep then mum woked me up and say we're going geylang buka luar so i slept like 2pm and woke up like 4.30pm. aper tak ngantok nyee? so pulled it through didnt wear lens cause of my tired eyes.

---skip the geylang part to annoying to blog about it!----

oh yes, honda fit latest model menjadi idaman kalbu. the red honda fit with the red interior inside. whoooo. droooling. hehehe. insyallah one day. after i got my license.

so here i'am blogging i jsut woked up from a 2 hours sleep. hahahah! okay, i got so many thigns to do, one of them is developing photos later. so i gotta design it now. to put up a frame in my room. (:

on groom my room part 1

2008-09-24T19:15:00.000-07:00

yes i know im a little childish by seeing my soft toy collection. how could i not resists not to buy them. especially the big pooh bear, my mum bought it for me. tkkn nak buang. i love cute soft toys but tweety bird will always be my cutest! heheh. actually i've just finish cleaning my room, remove the curtain in my room. there's no difference actually cause i've yet to change my bedsheet yet and to my newie curtain. just cleaning the dust off my room. yes i gotta admit i dont only clean when raya comes, infact i will indeed clean everyweek. im very allergic lah. dust here and there. like eeewww.. i thought of changing to a theme for next year's raya. no more blueeee, how about cream colours, more millenium colours? more cool isnt it. by the look of my room, it looks like my room is owned by a primary school kid isnt it. bt its owned by an 18 year old girl. hehehe. okay back to cleaning! (:

on mummy speedy recovery

2008-09-24T14:05:00.000-07:00

it burst me into tears last night to get to know my mum is suffering from her leg injury that she had months till now. yesterday after meeting aliff awhile, i rushed i didnt rushed i ran all the way back home to give my mum a massage. she burst into tears because her leg was too painful too handle. so i really massage her and i ofcourse did get some scolding from her. but its alright. so today i accompanied her to dr lim our regularly family doctor and his advice was do not massage and do alot of stretching therapy. which im guiding her till now. it really worries me to see she walk unevenly and she forces herself to go to work. bt its alright, i'll make sure i give her a daily medication routine and do the stretching theraphy that the doc teaches me and my mum. i really hope she can recover real fast. i dont want to see her crying during raya or anything. "ya allah ya tuhan ku, sembuhkan mama ku yang dalam kesakitan ya allah, melihat dia sakit, lagi sakit anaknya ini melihatnya menderita. sembuh kan lah mama ku ini ya'allah dengan berkat mu ya allah. amin".

on raya bersama aliff angels.

2008-09-23T15:06:00.000-07:00

Alright, first of all to all angels make ureself free to attend hari raya gathering on the 18th october 5.p.m. onwards at mamahani's crib. For details of her address please pm me at AAO. Thank you.

iFtar With My Buddy Aliff

2008-09-22T08:59:00.000-07:00

so yesterday the iftar thingy was confirmed. its been a long time since i've ever met this dude crapping with him and it was unbelieveable to see him grow as tall like 190? before the iftar thingy started, i had to interview all aao exco's in commemoration of aao first anniversary. there was alot of "cut! cut! cut!" happening in the process of recording especially zul our webmaster. he was laughing all the way. bt it was gerek. i wonder how it feels to be a host when you scrapped the script. i was interviewing them without script. how cool? memorize and having my lappy infront of me. after the interview, we headed for iftar already. and did i mentioned we got kicked out by the security and also got scolded by the shop owner for laughing so loud. *hurhur*.

its okay lah, at the end of the day we enjoyed ourselves. as soon as he reached he was suprised to see me around. ya lah, kawan maner yg tknk support? we've been supporting each other since sec sch. i was the photographer for the event as usual. snapsnapsnap! it was very enjoyable. really it'll be like a composition if i were to blog about it. hehehe.

toodles people. wanna continue design my poster. next stop, raya outing. make ure 18oct free aites!

on my sister's golden hair

2008-09-18T13:43:00.000-07:00

Sister Golden Air - Floorfila

sister golden hair. i dedicate this song for my dearest sister. her hair is all now actually blond not goldern. so lets change it to "sister blond hair". hehehe. she's all pretty and ready for raya. hehehe. pretty lah you kakak. i shall take picture with her when she has the time. she dyed her hair $100 and its worth it cause its halal. niceee & pretty my sister. and im sure my granny will go "ah nie nenek nk cakap, lepas pak busu dye hair, nisa pulak". hahaha. my granny always go off with that phrase. bt dont worry sis i got ure back. (:

okay, i slept super duper early. my sleeping hours isnt predictable at all. supposed to call sufri up bt im soo sleepy that my eyes could no longer open. sorry ehh bro, im nt tired bt sleepy. sleepy & tired is a 2 different thing. and im sure after raya i really wont have time for aao. i'll be all packed up with wedding events and editings to do. if one wedding need 20 photobook, 4 weddings assignment per month i will need to do 80 photobook okay? bt i will ofcourse try my best to give time for aao.

okay! happy sahuring. (:

on my tripod spoiled on me

2008-09-16T12:19:00.001-07:00

did i tell you my tripod spoiled on me? okay so basically my tripod break somewhere that if were to put my dslr on it, it will spinned back down which is sooo dangerous and could cause my dslr to get spoil. okay so anyway, gotten a new one from dad. lucky he had one. he bought it like $100 plus and he didnt use it at all. so what a waste? oh yes, my dad is sooo into videography. i still remember where he bought the very first technology of videocam those big big ones and he'll record every precious moments when i was in primary school. and when i looked at it again, i went "awww, cute nyerr aku". with those running i had during primary school sports day and those raya days when i was 7 years old with the red kebaya that i wore and i was the eye of everyone in my family. i still remember when my pak busu disturb me when i was watching ya aliff! that was the most popular show during my time. and i would laugh at my mum making fun of her when she salam and my pak busu will distract me. still remembered those days where my sister hair almost went botak. she tied her hair sooo tight and i could her forehead shine. hehehe with those big glasses of hers. bt now she's all pretty and she's mrs firdaus sooon!

okay, so dad was home the whole day and by the time i woke up its already break-fasting. i cant sleep at night and thats my nature now. i feel so adapt sleeping in the afternoon and waking up dawn. kak liza called me twice and i didnt answer so decided to call her who knows something might caught up and she called me to asked "miza, im making your namecard, u nak nama glamour you aper?" "urmm.. nama betul hamizah pun cukup kak liza" i replied "and your size u pakai aper? m or l? "oh, abg mohd pakai size aper? kak liza replied oh he wear L" said kak liza "oh kak liza then M should be fine giggled". cool or what? this is what i meant by serious photography business. so i guess i pass my understudy! woooo hooo! im starting to know how to really shoot properly and really find angle and making sure every of my editing comes with a story. so, i'll be wearing "AF STUDIO & GALLERY" t-shirt on the 25th october i guess. my first photoshoot assignment with kak liza. finally she out of her 44 days! woooo hooo!

everynight before i sleep i have to think of poses for raya with family, relatives and couzies. i really wanna rock this year's raya! wooo wheeee! i wanna be the one "adik, adik, ambil gambar kat sini" and i wanna be the one doing all the talking "okay, semua tgk sini mata jaga senyum lebar 1 2 3! there goes i run & *snap". okay people, lets wait till raya to see all the good photos okies? and i think before the raya is here. i wanna hunt for diffuser for a softer looking image and and too harsh! (:

selamat bersahur! (:

on chatting with kak chemong

2008-09-11T10:16:00.000-07:00

chatting with kak lia and webcaming with her really make my day. i didnt know she had a webcam. its just that windows & mac cannot be bestfriend i guess. i was laughing my arse out chatting and seeing all those acts that kak chemong make out of herself. she recommended me to download skype. so i downloaded and installed it and thanks to her, that i can now chat with other of my friends that uses macbook. showing off her iphone. menggeramkan lah kak chemong. hehehe. lucky she chatted with me in msn to burnt the time waiting for abg dayat to finish their jammin session. too much laughter to share.

kak chemong you make my day okies? =D

oms practice was the last to end the week and the year. we'll be back after raya to resume practice. abg zoul was really in a good mood. TEMASEK = TEMASUK my section was really full strength. first there was only me, hafiz & shahir then came farhana & ghaz. woah, can make a full saxophone group. Soprano, Alto, Tenor & Baritone. Hehehe. Played songs as usual. Brought home instrument to really practice and brush up on my scales & many others. One practice isnt enough so i need to make an initiative to practice at home. (:

nurul, hasyim & yazid was making me laugh all the way while in the train. nurul started off with her korea language "anyo ha sayo". I was the one whom thought her that. Cause i remembered every now and then last time when i was working in Jurong Birdpark Korean tourist will pass by and greet each other "anyo ha sayo". Miss those moments where i laughed with my colleague. Nurul was laughing all the way and we both laughed due to hasyim & yazid making fun of languages combining korea, japan & malay into one. Nurul is very gerek. Hehehe. Perhaps i should planned raya outing among youths to do visiting.

goodnightes peeps. (:

on editing montage for af studio & gallery

2008-09-09T12:05:00.001-07:00

kak liza called me in the afternoon requesting me to do editing as for my next step in photography. she even mentioned. insyallah if im progressing well, she'll hire me. whooo wheee! insyallah with all her guidance in photography. i'll make it far. afterall i need to work too in future i'll have my own car and i need to help my mum a little bit. atleast i helped her pay for fuel money, season parking and maybe road tax? hehehe.

i think my editing still isnt up to standard yet. im still making room for improvement. all this adobe editing i learn by myself. self study doing research and got some inspirations from the rest of the photographers in singapore.

please do comment if like it or not okies. (:

on my weekends

2008-09-07T06:21:00.000-07:00

dad simply dont understand what my mum can & cannot afford. i simply hate him for talking big time whereas he cant afford those honda cars. like irritating? i'll make sure that perodua viva will be mine once i passed. the end. back to mugging for my btt. (:

on teacher's day with ms rafiyah

2008-09-01T00:17:00.000-07:00

Teacher's Day 2008!

Teacher's day was really a superb thing which happens in my former school every year. i never fail not to come back to my former school as my juniors, teachers & many other more looked forward in meeting me. I came down super early not that early when they had assembly after their assembly i came and the moment i saw Ms Rafiyah i started hugging her and really talked to her as in really the whole day i was with her, sitting on her desk while she had to do all the running. Hehehe. Pity some of my friends whom didnt manage to come in due to wearing of slippers. This degil people. Told them to come to school using shoe still come with slippers what to do. Naughty will always be naughty.

This year's concert wasnt really to what i looked for. It doesnt rock during my times. I felt that the concert each year is fading entertainment and ofcourse missing me. I've been performing and being called up each year to perform. It feels naked without me performing. Hehehe. I came to school supposed to be watching the concert but instead i cant resists not to take shots as i brought along my dslr along, what more else do i wait, i started shooting. I felt that my school's photographer wasnt really daring enough to shoot and that their picture didnt really turned out nice, they use auto format & use flash and their flash should upgrade its 280EX. OMG. i think i should come back teach them photography.

After concert had some refreshments and tooked class photo together. Miss that moment. I shall develope those photos and post it to ms rafiyah so she can put on her table. Hehehe. Saw alot of class photos of my class from 2003-2006. Thats how much she miss my class. Sat and chat with her till 3pm. Alot of flashback was done and reminiscing on everything we could remember. It was nice of her to drop me at yew tee mrt since she wasnt driving we tooked cab as she's already drained out. Super duper tired being a teacher. Hectic schedule and alot of no time session.

After that, went to Bukit Batok Driving Centre to register. My BTT will be on 13th Oct 2008. After that went to J.E library i knock out for awhile. Super duper sleepy as i only slept for 2 hours. Damn. At night went for oms. Okay done. For now i'm busy doing webbie. (:

on long chat with my beloved teacher ms rafiyah

2008-08-28T08:34:00.000-07:00

finally got her through this time and chat with my dearest teacher whom thought me since i was sec1 till now the memories is still fresh in my mind and that chatting with her on the phone really make my day. with all those jokes that she made out herself. really miss this teacher of mine and that i've ordered a special cake for her. wooo hooo! cant wait. tmr they'll be some gathering indeed with my dearest teacher. i must say once a year its really fast. for all you know tmr is another teachers day session. simply cant wait for tmr. =) nites people.

on long phone call with him.

2008-08-24T09:58:00.000-07:00

woooo hooo! i felt as if love is in the air. suddenly i felt relief after talking to him on the phone. it was a random phone call supposedly. i was only checkin out on him of what tooked him decades to reply, unfortunately he was watching army daze. hehehe. then as i wanted to hang up say bye bye, he hold on to the conversation and we starting knowing each other. i know i know, its strange but yes i feel good about him. apparently i think im fate to be with guys older then me. cause i realise something that i've been dating guys way older, but he's way older and yet cute. he looks like taufik's twin. oh no. *drools*. really guys!.

he planned for a breakfast meal together. i couldnt resists so i said yes. infact i've been at home 7 days straight i need to be out indeed. there's too much about it. all i hope my connection with him wont fade or disconnect should i say. Hehehe. Insyallah. Its all in the power of allah.

can i say that i love my sister. she's been really nice and funny & cute at times. i really love when the both of us laugh making out our own jokes at home. hehhee. the times we ate mini popiah together and she sat in my room watching meet dave with me. hehehe. awww, she was supposed to go out, but i guess a friends mind can change if that special one had plans with her. but still, you're her friend, how could she treat you that way right? sheesh. i hate that type of friend. nvm kakak you have me. (:

i think for now i shall float in the air. hehehe. *dreaming lah konon*.. hehehe.

on watching meet dave

2008-08-23T09:07:00.000-07:00

while the movie is loading i think i should blog to wrapped up my saturday. my saturday was spend by accompanying mummy to the doctor as her left knee has been badly injured. Injured due to long standing hours and that yesterday she had company's teambuilding and her company did something like amazing race. Pity her had to run all over fort canning park all the way to singapore river. i've hike from zhenghua secondary till mac ritchie and back to zhenghua secondary and it tooked me the whole day to complete it okays? mencabar keimanan.

as i was saying, accompanied mum to doctor lim yu her our daily doctor hehehe. Mum was given an injection on her butt. Oh no, "ouch mama, ouuch.." but atleast doc has advice on what she should do and should not. im so happy whenever she's at home. Got to spend my weekend with her. hehhee. i think for now my movie has done loading. toodles peopple! (:

on mother love

2008-08-22T07:55:00.000-07:00

mother love? hehehe.. today was kind of photo session with me & mummy before she left for her biggest night in her life. It's her company's annual dinner & dance. She's been preparing for this night, getting tremendous outfit, buying all the stuff she could afford. She looks pretty today. Never indeed, she's pretty everyday to my eye. Im speaking as if its mother's day. Yes, im the most closest daughter to her and the most pampered one. I do get pampered by her but in return i sacrifice with what i have for her. I dont care about her nag or scolding cause its just awhile. She doesnt bragged about it. She's always been the mother i've always wanted in my life.

She's always been my best friend. Thats why i said, i dont need a best friend to get all these. She's everything i need. I seldom go out with my friend and she's the reason. I feel occupied. Thanks mummy for everything.

Woooohooo! A few more edit and im done. Wooo wheee. He cant wait thats why. Hehehe.

Oh no i'm into a guy whom is 10 years older than me. He's the guy whom saved my 16th August 2008. Its a date to remember ofcourse when he saved my life when i had to rush home to take my battery. Oh no, what should i do? He looks like taufik batisah's twin. *droools*. I shall confide my sister about this. She's more mature and experience than me. (: Kakak help.... ):

For now, im off to bed, too sleepy. Still feeling weak. Dont no whats wrong with me. Im in the mid of loosing my voice now. Gotta regain my voice, i got performance insyallah this friday. Guest singer at ITE College West. Thanks Amirah. (:

& to kak lia, have a safe journey to & fro alright! (: enjoy your holidays!

on busy being an ant

2008-08-20T09:17:00.000-07:00

my wednesday was spend whole day at home. waking up in the middle of the afternoon has been my daily routine. woked up, shower and off to buy food for myself and also to post my cf card to kak liza & abg mohd, it cost me $2.50 from the tip of my finger its done, rather then i have to travel from bukit panjang to simei. Been really busy with editing, i want to make sure my editing goes perfect and that my customer love it. its not im a perfectionist or what just that wanting to make my customer happy at the end of my service. yes indeed, i didnt complaint to kak lia, i need idea! cause photography & editing need alot of idea. but yes, i'm off to sleep later as i need ideas flowing. and i hope this brain will do so. i've keeping a distance away from clubsnap.com cause if not i'll tend to buy battery grip for my baby, so better "stay away ms miza from clubsnap.com". I think for now the bed is calling me, i'm off to bed. Tmr need to head to aunts house to pass her vcd back & to my granny house to collect epok2 from her. "Epok epok 3 $1"... Nights!

on lets take 5 shall we?

2008-08-19T08:36:00.000-07:00

Yes i know im tall. 171 what to do.

lets take 5 shall we? I'm giving myself a 5 minutes break before i continue with my editing. This editing must be completed and wrapped up by next thursday and needed to be handed over to wandi & gang. My weekend was really a hectic one i can say. Sinar Lebaran recording was so so. Didnt really enjoyed due to period cramps and my mind keep thinking of the hectic schedule that im facing. Was sad indeed to be seperated from AAO especially my dearest friend suriah, pity her had to sit with "that someone". Sufri was thrown far far away land, mamhani was just beside me about few steps away from me. & i sat with aliff & family. Seeing them quarel reminds me of how me & my sister always quarel. No more quarelling now. Hahaha. After recording had to rush home as dad was waiting outside to fetch me, so my dad sent suriah home too. Full Stop for friday story.

Saturday was spend at Malay Village for Tedja Timur performance which is wandi's performance. I was his photographer for this event. Sadly i wasted my 30 minutes travelling back home just to take a battery that i left at home. How can i possibly forget the most important thing of all, that is my battery. Grrr. Thank to Kamal that humble videographer guy. =)
As soon as the show started, snapping, sliding, running & chasing i had to do. This is what normal photographer do during event. I would skip kuda kepang part. Too scary & phobiatic to even talk about it. Was sent home by kak lia & daddy & thanks kak lia for the nasi lemak. Really yummy! What isit called again? Full Stop For Saturday Story.

Sunday was spend at a wedding in sembawang that is kak zakiah's wedding. Boy oh boy! I was being the hyperactive one. I was accompanied by Abg Zack the most easy going photographer. This couple happen to be in a motor club. I shall upload the pics once its done. This gerek couple made my photography more gerek and make me feel more hyperactive. I was really being slumber, tooked a chair and stand since there was just too many of the members. Who cares, tooked a chair and stand. "Mata jgn kelip tgk sini senyum, satu dua tiga! Selamat Pengantin Baru!". Hahahah! Thats what my mentor told, photographer is all about being slumber. Heheheh.

My monday was spent at home lying down in bed. Had high fever after being out for 3 straight days. Had injection, tonsils grew again felt really2 weak at that point of time. Really felt shortage breath. Till now still feel abit weak here and there. Medicine boy oh boy, need to finish a whole lot of them. Get well soon miza! (:

"thank you mummy for the bracelet, really loving it! muahs!"..

on going to sinar lebaran recording later

2008-08-15T01:17:00.000-07:00

all set and done! ready to leave house at 4.30pm. meeting suriah at Bukit Panjang LRT at 4.45pm. I know its super duper early to go somewhere, well you wont know the crazy fans out there. Im all dressed up as if im going for raya, like really. O well, i will not want to celebrate hari raya, if i dont go through ramadhan right? getting to that precious month is very precious indeed, doing all prayers as much, getting forgivness from the the only one.

bumbum psycho me & yusri to wear white. so yea i'am despite period that im having, i will ofcourse be very gentle to myself, becareful when i sit and stand, i'll make sure i'll keep asking aisyah is there anything behind my back. hahaha. thats what girls do when they are having period especially when they are wearing white. Hahaha. I wanted to upload pics that i snap just now awhile, i guess my motorola v9 isnt allowing me to do that. need to do a medical check up on my laptop. Alright i'm off now! Tooodles. TGIF!

*please dont be too sad over whats happening around you. It's hard to determine relationship at this age.*

on brand new feeling, fresh new blogskin

2008-08-14T07:02:00.000-07:00

"When Passion Becomes An Obsession"

Quote From Kierra Roxanne Photography.

brand new feelin, fresh & alive. Customize a new blogskin for my blog. It seems like my blog is all rusty, old & outdated and i know some peeps are getting sick of same old blogskin am'i right? Fear no more, brand new blog, insyallah i'll blog daily.

Excited or what? Tmr is the Day! Sinar Lebaran Recording over at mediacorp studio. Can't wait to meet & greet all my favourite artiste. But too bad my idol huda wont be around cause she's hosting FYI tmr. Grrr. Hahaha. Its okay, after the show i can for sure see her around. Yippy!

My weekend is all packed up with event coverage & weddings on sunday. Dengz! But its alright, i've always make my weekend free for assignments.

I think for now, im off to do some editing, pictures that i tooked just now, so i guess now i shall edit & put up over at my multiply & flickr. Do check out ya'll. Hasyim just told me that he has quite a number of cousins, sister getting married next year. So he's hiring me. Insyallah. Its like in 2009. Hahaha.

Toodles! (:

2008-08-13T05:53:00.000-07:00

i was watching 3R at suria, i was really laughing my arse out when these 3 hot guys said "papa papa, adik ada darah, papa belikan tissue perempuan boleh? "tak payah, pinjam mama punya".
Hahahaha. At the same time im having period. As i was sleeping because i was fasting, the period happen to flow out when im in the mid of finishing my fast. Grrrr...

2008-08-04T08:54:00.000-07:00

i'll be away from blogging, due to many editing to do and upcoming events coming up & besides im lazy to update about my daily life. I'll be back to blogging, once i have that energy in blogging okies? Take care alrighteee? meanwhile check out my flickr. www.flickr.com/photos/hamyzaphyzine & www.hamyzaphyzine.multiply.com to see all my photography & editings. (:

on weekends assignment with af!

2008-07-28T10:47:00.000-07:00

woooohooo! with a blink an eye, 1st hands on with af was superb. accompanied by abg muhd. he's one good mentor in photography. I've learnt alot of things from both of them. i dont mind throwing my money for distance to get more hands on. i cant wait to get back my cf card from kak liza to view all my pics that i've shot for the saturday event. I know it was quite awkward working with bride & groom, bt once you have passion nothing is impossible right? my mr geek in green getting his 450D soon. i told him, bring me once you are ready to buy one. once both parties are passionate anything is possible to make it happen. so i guess i'm bringing him along to af's crib to have photography session with them.

i guess now i shall head to bed. oh yes, i've been promoted as moderator in aao. thanks to zul, suriah, mamahani & many2 others for believing in me, especially to mr kikorafirefox. "Syg kau many2 laa.. muahs!". Ini untuk kau tau. (:

on studio demonstration

2008-07-25T09:21:00.000-07:00

Before
After
Before
After
After
After

wooo hoo "my home studio". Hahhaa

sorry, ter-serious

i swear i was sitting on a chair

Spot the difference in every picture, be it photo retouches, equipment removal or anything. thanks for viewing anything leave a comment.

on designing my own photography logo

2008-07-23T11:36:00.000-07:00

SUCCESS!

finally its done! I think i'll use this permenantly. hahaha! And i wanna develope it into a namecard. How cool? Macam cool! I need to sleep and i cant sleep. Dengz! Later meeting kak liza before heading to oms. And i cant sleep. Shitz! Hahhaa. Hafizul has been a great company for my nights since he's not schooling tmr. Self declare sak nie anak. Hahhaa. Nites people!

on getting scolded after having fun with dearest!

2008-07-22T12:38:00.000-07:00

my tuesday was spent with the dearest. it's been quite a long time since we crapped this long over at starbucks. Helped her with her project on photography. Trust me, your project could be better if i have patience to do it. Totally nicee. So waited for her almost like 1 hr since after school she decided to put all her stuffs & heavy books at home. So i spend my time surfing the net at starbucks checking mails and stuffs. The starbucks guy we seemed like we've known each other with his friendly attitude towards customers, trust me, i love starbucks ppl very freaking friendly and thats why i drink starbucks coffee every now and then.

I spend the whole day at starbucks from afternoon till evening. Boy oh boy, trust me time really flies as we had loads of fun doing projects. Hahaha! Having a built in webcam is awesome, snapping photos is like one click away. Hahaha. So aisyah's friend came by after we've done the project. He's friendly babe. (:

So mum asked me to buy her chicken porridge. But unfortunately got a scolding from her for wearing a white jeans which my top doesnt cover my butt. Oh no! What more? I was stressed at that point of time. I wore like white puma long sleves and white jeans and a haivanas she she really particular about my butt. Dengz. At that stage i was like " Pakai jubah atau telekong better kan?". Didnt know what else to feel and what to do when i received such comments from her as soon as i got back home.

Have to bear with it till im 30 i guess.

August schedule is piling up. With shoots, events and meetings with AF Studio & Gallery. Wooo hoo! So this thursday before heading to oms, im meeting kak liza since she's just given birth, so meeting her at her cribs to discuss more on photography. Wooo hoo! Cant wait! Pictures will do the talking for now. Im all awaked. I'm just gonna lay down and surf the net. (: Toodles!

on my sister's photo retouches

2008-07-20T06:27:00.000-07:00

Before
After

Photographer: H'Amyza
Edited: H'Amyza

My sister was the subject and was the model for my photo retouches. It was a success tryout to change eye colour and hair colour. I'm still at lost of smoothing the skin texture. Need to brush up on that. There's many technique needed in order to make ure photo a nice one according to what you've thinked of. I think i did a job well done. Kudos to myself. Thanks sis. And you're welcome liking it. (:

on going out with suriah & firefox

2008-07-19T22:06:00.000-07:00

i dont why sufri called himself "kikorafirefox"?. But whatever it is, i told him i'm internet explorer. Hah! Anyway, so my saturday was spend with my love ones. Infact, im loving them so much that whenever sufri calls me i'll giggle all the way. Suriah was being the most screechy laughter that really caught my attention. Felt like recording it and post it over at AAO. Met suriah over at Jelapang LRT, i told her i hate taking the LRT, its freaking irritating. Air conditioner isnt really working, the durian smells in LRT which makes me feel dizzy throughout the whole journey and with indian armpits being hanged in the air just like they dont care. Me & suriah felt sulphercated taking LRT. Supposed to meet firefox at Queenstown at 2.15pm and he reached really early and that i told him to sit down and chat with the MRT supervised. Hahah!

So chat with suriah all the way throughout our journey till Queenstown. Firefox was standing like a model, suker PCD laa kan. Kind of immitate his actions. Hehehe. Tooked a bus i forgot what was it. Had lunchos over at MAC D. Then we proceed to search and survey tee's quotation from one shop to another. Me and suriah felt a strong good confident feeling that one of the shop that we went, really offered great choices and he gave us alot of recommendation and suggestions on quality wise. I think for now, i'll have to write proposal and letting mamahani & zul to read and CC it to suriah & firefox for reference. After the whole of quotation head down to bugis where firefox wanted to buy spongebob tee but couldnt find any. Did i mentioned he bought Aliff an adidas jersey custom made with his name on the back. Woo! Abg laa kater kan.

After bugis then we went home. I'll skipped where the part i got scolded by mummy for being late. Its nasty i tell you. Pictures time!

on getting a lens

2008-07-16T10:07:00.000-07:00

Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM

Filtre Size: 77mm

Dimenssion: 83.5 x 107mm

Closest Focussing: 0.45m

Magnification: 0.23x

Weight: 607g

Comes With: Front & Rear Caps, Hoods & UV Filtre

After chatting with khairi my photographer buddy, he recommend me on this lens thou he's using nikon, he still owned a canon 400d same as mine. Thanks to him for recommending alot of websites to me. I really want to make photography & design as part of my career in future, yes i know it'll be darn tired but you'll feel satisfied at the end of the day working for ure passion.

2008-07-16T08:15:00.000-07:00

I've been eyeing on this lens EF 135 F2L. I know its too expensive to buy one of my own. There's just too many things that i want to buy is running through my mind. But im really taking it slow and steady. Dont want to be too rushing purchasing all these dslr equipment in a hurry and besides i was thinking to use half of my allowance for driving license next month. I'll be happy enough to drive mummy anywhere she wants to go without having to depend on dad whom always making a big fuss on carpark, fuel and everything. I almost burst my tantrum at him for making me walk all the way to City Plaza when theres a carpark over at City Plaza but instead he parked over at Joo Chiat. Whats the use having a big merc car and yet you park it freaking far. I seriously dont no why i cant get along with my dad just like how i get along with my mum. I dont like how he treat my mum. I'm not gonna even bother buying him a bday gift when as a father he didnt even buy me anything compared to mum whom bought me something to the extend. Its not i want i return but for what when he as a father show bad example right?

Haiz, i know the more i blog about him the more im making sins. Oh yes, insyallah on the 16th august im doing event coverage for wandi's gamelan performance over at Malay Village still waiting for him to call me tmr when he's back from istanbul. Okay, so i guess i'll end my blog here. Tmr off to oms practice, hope fee is coming. I miss that pretty alot! heh! Niteees!

on visiting my nyanyi's brother @ icu

2008-07-13T04:19:00.000-07:00

first of all i would want to apologize to kak ian & abg fit for not being able to attend for the 2nd time. I really felt guilty and speechless to apologize to kak ian. Kak ian, if you're reading this i will want to apologize to you.

My sunday, woked up received 10 msgs which i was suprised to see 10 msgs on my hp and that i quickly i had to reply one by one. As soon as i woked up, mummy had already cooked, so she asked me to collect her uniform over at the tailor which is already done. As soon as i had my shower, zoom im off to collect her uniform and some other stuffs that she requested for. How can i resist not helping me, she had done sooo much for me. She's my bestest friend. Right mummy? Mummy if you're reading this, i love you mummy.

After i had collected her uniform, had my lunch not really a lunch, i've not been eating a proper meal since the capsules isnt giving me any appetite to eat, ate only soya vege then i'm off visiting my sick atok in icu @ changi hospital. Before we could head there, we're only allow to visit him at a specific timing to enter. So uncle kaslimin drove and dropped by geylang since his family had not eaten lunch. Especially pity aunty lily, she's from KL all the way to singapore long journey. Brought nyanyi along to visit her sick brother. After having lunch, proceed to praying then off to hospital. Mummy was really being cute the lift stopped at level 3 and she thought we've already at 4th level, she asked me again and again and yet she walked out of the lift. Hehehehe. Sooo cute her.

Pity the atok kenet. His name is Muhd. I dont no why people call him "kenet" my nyayi told me because when he was small, he's really "kecik" hahaha, now that he's big. Heehehe. Pity him, had to eat using the tube, it feels really painful having to see he had to eat and drink through a tube. He barely could talk, it seems like he's mumbling. I was keeping thoughts in my heart. Praying in silence. I dont want to have another atok leaving from this world. Haiz, the more they leave, the more im sad. Haiz...

After salam'ing him, i went outside and thought my baby aisyah her K2 book reading. She's so clever. I'm gonna see her in the next 2 or 3 weeks i guess. She misses me alot. As soon as i step in the car she said to her step mummy "nak duduk ngan kak miza" awww. Im gonna miss her like alot!

i think thats all for now. Im really not feeling well. Been sick for this 1 week. "Nak demam, tapi tak demam demam". Dengz

on getting sick day by day

2008-07-09T03:16:00.000-07:00

yesterday it was cough and today it's running nose, tomorrow i dont no whats gonna affect me. Could this be due to passing of sickness? Cause i remembered last thursday during oms practice, ghaz my section mate wasnt feeling well, that he tested on my broken saxophone instrument and tried blowing it using my mouthpiece so i just whipped it abit and i started playing it. I think due to that. Hehehe. Getting a running nose is ofcourse very irritating you'll tend to just sneeze all over again. I hate it. I cant barely taste my paletes. Grrrr. I hope i'll recover soon before the weekends. Instead of using tissues, i use a towel to blow my nose. Ewww, i know its disgusting. But what to do. I cant escape from it either. Alright, for now i'll have my dinner my favourite food, Mac & Vege! Whoo Wheee! Mummy's dishes are simply the best! (:

on ndp fireworks pics

2008-07-08T10:06:00.000-07:00

alright as promised ndp fireworks pics. Here goes. Enjoyz yea bebeh.

on ndp 2008 with bumsyaaa! hahaha!

2008-07-06T10:55:00.001-07:00

For now let the pictures do the talking. I'm sleepy already to blog about it. I shall blog about it later when i wake up okies! (:

Alright, so talking about NDP, i'll be continuing my post before heading to sleep.

So my Saturday was spend with the lovely babe thanks to her that i manage to watch another NDP for the 2nd time in my life. There was alot of recap going on when i saw primary 5 kiddos feeling very excited and hyperactive. Aww, miss those days.

Anyway, so meet ayeesha over at Marina Square outside Seoul Garden and as i was waiting drinking my Starbucks Chocolate Cream Chip, there goes abg zoul walking by pass me and i was totally shocked seeing him as he walks in a hurry. Hahaha, then i quickly msg him cause if i were to shout his name, he wont hear cause he's blasting his mp3. Hehehe.

Ayeesha came along with her friend which i dont quite remember his name, but her friend will be flying firefox. Whooo Wheee. Best keper! Hehehe. After meeting her, we packed lunchos over at BK and dumped everything inside her Diadora bag pack. Hehehe. The funpack was super duper ugly i tell you. "Mcm beg pasar". Seriously. After buying our lunchos we head straight to the location of NDP rehersal. Hehehe. Best laaa! I was really being the hyperactive one. Hahaha.

I was the most clumpsy that my wavy thing flew over to this chinese kid. Sorry horhs, and beside the chinese boy, came a lady whom give the look of "i dont give a damn" look. I was like, if you're not interested please dont come.

I'm gonna skip the NDP part. Hahhaa. Too long to elaborate more on it.

On the way home, ayeesha tooked same bus as me. There she goes taking out her chicken wings that she has not eaten it. She was uper hungry that she ate in the bus. Hahaha. Muker ayam sak.. Hahhaa. kk, i wanna sleep now. toodles!

on ndp 2008 with bumsyaaa! hahaha!

2008-07-06T10:55:00.000-07:00

For now let the pictures do the talking. I'm sleepy already to blog about it. I shall blog about it later when i wake up okies! (:

on another HOT oms practice

2008-07-03T09:02:00.000-07:00

my thursday was spend at home as usual, yesterday was quite hectic i can say. With all the LG man coming over to fix the recording system. After that got to rush to buy things mummy asked me to. So i woked up merely 2pm, but i woke up at 1pm. Ngantok la kan? Woke up, shower, had lunch, and watch teebee. After that do house chores. Prepared myself to go for oms practice.

Dengz, it was super duper hot again! The air conditioner didnt work for the 2nd time in 2 weeks. Pretty hot uhs. Abg zoul our conductor didnt came so he was replaced by Abg Romaizan.
It was pretty funny that my yamaha alto sax low D sound really funny, couldnt figure out whats the cause, thanks to ghaz & shahir for fixing it and thanks to abg maizan, for screwing it back. It was super hot in the room, we had our own youths jamming session whereby each and everyone played solo of their style. Wandi, thanks eyy for asking me to play solo. Hahhaa.

After practice was brief by abg maizan on end of year oms camp which will be on 19 Dec - 21 Dec. Whoo Wheee! Cant wait cant wait! BABI GAMEEE! WITH KAK RYE!

OMS concert will be somewhere around november still not sure which date yet. Oh yes, last but not least, we have to think of a name for our oms if we want to perform individually. What name eyy? Ideas pleaseee. :D

on my performance @ SAM (Fresh)

2008-06-29T09:49:00.000-07:00

Performance @ SAM - Singapore Arts Museum was awesome indeed. Thanks to dearest Ayuu!

Enjoy watching and comment alright. Thank you! (:

on performance on sat & oms practice

2008-06-26T11:53:00.000-07:00

Location: Singapore Arts Museum

Time: 12pm - 6pm.

Free of Charge.

Talking about the performance thats coming up this Saturday, pretty nervous about it. Thanks to ayuu for giving me a 10mins slot. I love her laa. Heheh. I've been preparing myself for the best for the performance on Saturday. "Maner la tau, ader production or producers there, recruiting". Hehehe. I'll be singing 2 songs. To be fair one malay and one english. As for malay song, i will sing abg zoul song; cinta tercipta & dreamy eyes by christina aguilera. Dont be shocked when im singing christina aguilera song, its not hard to sing her song, its the matter of bringing the song in your own way and you'll be fine. Never clone yea. I've learnt a lesson during my anugerah audition last year. I wanna prepare myself from now on, to go for anugerah audition next year. Insyallah. Later, i'll be practising again and again making sure its perfectto!

O well, just now orkestra practice turn out fun yet sweating like hell. Everyone was like fanning themselves and fanning themselves. The airconditioner was down it was like hell uh! I've been sweating badly before i came and yet the air con was down. Darah upstairs naik tangga. Hehehe. Abg zoul, was like conducting and fanning himself at the same time. The music room air con is superb cold, so when its down, its pretty pretty hot! I didnt play due to my injury i cant move tht much. Just that infront of my parents i have to act as if its healing, if not my mum will brag about it. "Sakit sikit je, lembek". I've faced more then 5 injury as far as im concern.

1. When i was small my sister pushed me while we were happily playing, she accidently so called "tagged" then it was hard i guess and i fell, my head was like stuck under the amplifier cabinet". My left eye was bleeding and until now it left a scar.

2. Primary school, many scars on my left leg. I think i was primary 6. I was walking back home with fazlina, going to take 184, so i think i missed step and i fall simultaneously. Piang, i think at that point of time, mummy was in hospital visiting my arwah nenek sebelah dad. I called my mum about my injury, instead of being sympathy she scolded me "who ask you not to look as you walk?, adik selalu menyusahkan mama tau, da2 kejap lagi mama balik".

3. During sec one i suddenly fell as i was about to stand up, cause orrientation at zhenghua totally sucks at that point of time, being to sat for hours on the floor and when the dm asked we all to stand, my leg kindda numb and till now its painful whenever i stand for long hours. So thats why during my attachemnt i feel like crying, cause i cant stand for long hours. Its like punishment.

4. Soccer girls last time i was running to buy drink, effing thirsty so i ran with my boots on running on the floor. Boots are meant for running on grass and not solid floor. What happen, i fell my right knee landed first and then my left ankle dislocate. My right knee was really dislocate. It was like popping out. Ouch! So as normal, reached home. Mum scolded me she scolded my sister along "bawak adik pergi doctor SEKARANG JUGAK!!".

5. The last one was the recent one my pinky lorhs. Also got nagged by mum "tu laah, saper suroh main bowling". I like my dad "he'll always be the caring one" "tangan okay tak adik?" then he'll look at my finger.

*he's getting it soon! Awww, cant wait cant wait!

on my visit to the doc.

2008-06-23T07:23:00.001-07:00

My poor pinky.

It was ofcourse pain indeed like what i've post about it on my previous entry. After getting massage from mummy yesterday, it turned out more swallon. Mummy, asked me to visit the doc and see what he's got to say about it. O well, the doctor told me that there's no blood flowing through my pinky. I was told that the blood couldnt flow due to blockage of finger nail and that the blood kind of frozed. Ouch okay!

So here's the proccess during the proccess of mini operation.

-Washed my both hands, cause the assistant told me i could not have any contact with water after this drilling and injection.

-There i go laying down, while the doctor and his assistant prepare the stuffs.

-There they go lightning up a lighter to a needle and that it became hot, super hot and there it goes being drilled, its not really that drill like construction. It was just hot needle and there he go pushing the needle in. OUCH OKAY!

-It was drilled twice. After that i relax abit without having the move my pinky.

-I was injected but atleast i didnt feel the injection. But still OUCH!

-After that they bundle up my pinky with bandages and tapes. And im all done.

I even recite my prayers and say "ALLAH". As if it was last moment. Its always important to say his name and recite prayers. Amin.

Alhamdullilah it was all done. (:

I was given medication to heal the swallon and it still hurts till now.

My thursday practice as usual to oms i will come but i wont play. I'll be there just to get my attendence done and tell them im not messing around. Im serious when comes to music. Eventhough i sucked at it. Hahaha.

on bowling session with aao

2008-06-21T11:06:00.000-07:00

My saturday was spend with my AAO. Alright, its officially now that i'm active in AAO. Wanna know why? I've thought far, what if my talent would bring me far like Aliff right? You wont know right? Last time he was just a boy next door with a singing talent. He's winning its like a wake up call for me, to strive for your talent. I will want to to support as many local artiste in singapore as many as possible, if we dont support them, who else will right? I've thought far and even placed myself in his shoes and thought of it far. Thank yea aliff. (:

Oh yes, my saturday like i said i spend time with AAO. Tell you honestly i seldom spend my saturday with friends. I've always take as weekend for family day. Mummy & Daddy had to work, so there was no much plan, so i would rather go out with AAO since they have a bowling session. So why not? I swear i enjoyed myself. With the laughter i had with Suriah, she's one laughing gas. Met Mdm Hanita & zul at Harbour Front MRT. Should have taken bus lurhs. Didnt know suriah stayed Jelapang. Should have went with her. That was our first time seeing her and is as if i know her for long. See, i told you im fast in making friends. With these type of people around me, with that attitude its easy for me to make friends with them. I dont have to worry about anything. :D

So went to Safra Bowling, before we could play we had to have our mini launch at Toast Kaya treat by Mamahani. Thank you! It was nice of her to treat us. O yes, i thought sufri will be the hyperactive one when comes to talking, he's quite quiet indeed. Hehehe, i was doing all the talking. Trust me i've never met them before in my life, i was really being friendly as friendly as i can. Poof! When after mini lauch, we head back to bowling, paid for our shoes & start choosing the bowling balls, due to my clumpsyness; my pinky was hit so hard against the table now its swallon badly.I dont think i can play my saxophone this thursday or neither can i hold my dslr. Gosh! Feel like crying. If by thursday everything's alright then i'll play if not i cant play my Low A#, Low Bb, B, C, C#, Db,D# & Eb. This notes require a fingering for my pinky, and now my pinky hurts badly i cant even bend it properly. Oh gosh! It hurts me deeply in my heart. Both of my baby i cant play on them.

Despite of my swallon pinky, i still played and guess what Round 1 first shot, i strike! Whoo whee! Happy alam. I just ignored my painful pinky and played as if like theres no tmr. Hehehe. The fight was between me, mamahani & suriah. Round 1 i won! Round 2 mamahani started catching up, despite her cramp she still play. Spontaneous isnt she? Hahaha. So round 2 mamahani won and i got 3rd cause my pinky was starting to get swallon at that point of time. Dee was being hyperactive. Sufri lose out so as zul. Battle of the sexes has proven that girls has the capability to win! After bowling, went macdonald to eat and crap then went home with Dee, Suriah & myself. We were chatting all the way throughout the bus journey.

I cant sleep now, so i've been editing photos of the outing. enjoys! :)

on short post

2008-06-19T12:34:00.000-07:00

Its 3.35 am and my post will be a short one. I'm off to bed soon and waking up at 9am to watch the continuation of bawang merah bawang putih since sister doesnt want to record for me. :(

Finally!! Afiqa aka FEE came back for practice its been decades not seeing her around during oms practice. O well, should i say my attendence has been all the way without any skipped. Finally she came, and we all miss her should i say. Her hair is all long already and yet she rounder this time. I guess she's happy with her current boyfriend now Nick and im sure Nick has taken care of her that well. :)

Later im off for final and last shoot with azura at arab street. I've finish editing her coffeetable album. What a relief. Being a photographer isnt easy okays! Need alot of creativity.

Okay Im off to bed!! Niteeees!

on chatting all in one

2008-06-18T12:08:00.001-07:00

1st Time!
2nd Time!
3rd Time!

Chatting with oms peeps was funny and seriously they make me laugh. One by one showing their clumpsyness. It was funny and which hype me awhile.

Oh yes, THANK YOU KAK RYEHAN now i've been identify and be address as

HAMMY! (put that name in ure hp everyone!) Hahaha.

Had alot of fun chatting with them. Thanks guys! You guys rock! For now i need my sleep. Niteees! :)

2008-06-16T02:15:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 17th Birthday To Riffy!

Happy birthday boy! I've been calling him boy from last night. Hahaha.

And thanks to kak rye, for calling me "HAMMYY" now everyone is calling me that. Hahaha. Hamburger. Okay, i need to spring clean my room. Its full of dust. Toodlesss!

on barala duit

2008-06-12T14:26:00.001-07:00

Barala Duit Eb Alto Score.

Gotten my score for barala duit. I was a new song played during practice just now, so i requested from abg zoul for the score, he msn me once it was done so i downloaded it and went to the beat of the song. Quite fast and challenging but all you need is to practice as much as possible. I'm gonna use my time wisely this week to practice. Whoo wheee! The song is actually easy, its like repeat just have to be careful with the high notes and repeats.

Done with my coffeetable album. Later gonna head down to order the coffeetable album. Whooo Wheee! My very first outcome of my photography service. Now im watching hell's kitchen season 4 episode 8. Its really a stressed watching that show as one by one backstabbing each other each time one of them won a challenge. Cant wait to watch next week's episode. Alright, i think i need my beauty sleep now. Niteees.

on my bday celebration with my love ones

2008-06-12T08:54:00.001-07:00

FAVOURITE PICTURE WITH MY LOVELY SIS!
WITH OMS PEEPS! THANK YOU!
THE CANDID "EYY AZURA, WHERE'S YOUR ANITA LIPS?"

Once again, i would like to say a BIG THANK YOU to those in the picture for a wonderful time together. You guys have been the wonderful people for my bday. For those whom isnt in the pic that doesnt mean that you're not loved, yes you are. You people are in my heart. Thank you alot for those wishes that keep coming till today. It was a wonderful day with my sister and aisyah.

KAKAK! THANK YOU SOOO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING!

She has been a wonderful sister yesterday and till the rest of my life she'll be. She's a sister whom made sacrifices to take leave or should i say MC just to have a day out with me. I was touched. Thanks for treating me lunch and those birthday gifts. Love you alot.

Thank you aisyah for taking the time to meet me and spend a time with me. Appreciate it alot.

Thank you Azura Goh, Azurah Jan, Maii & Firdaus for that lovely gifts. You all really touched me. Thank you sooooo much!!!!

Today oms practice was great! Got to play saxophone with Ghaz again. Miss him alot! 6 months he's away from oms due to National Service and now he's back after POP yesterday. Oh yes, he gave me chocolate. How sweet! Sweet! Thank you Ghaz! OMS practice we played Hati Emas, Barada Duit & Campursare. Whooo Whooo! Improving? Yes yes! Barada Duit is ofcourse challenging causing me & ghaz to have shortage of breath. Hahaha. Spend time hanging out with OMS peeps after practice at ASM while waiting for dad to fetch me. Hehehe.

As for now, im editing coffeetable album for my customer. Im for sure i cannt sleep later. Oh yes, my whole outfit of what i wore jsut now, i really love it! Thank kak! You make me looked good! Back to editing photos! See Ya!

cinta tercipta

2008-06-10T10:50:00.000-07:00

Cinta Tercipta - HAmyza

This is a song composed by Zoul M. Amin, my conductor he's joining RIA Songwritting Competition. It was an honour singing his song. Enjoy listening to it.
Love it, comment it. Hate it leave it. :)

on top 20 birthday wishes

2008-06-10T10:33:00.001-07:00

These are my top 20's birthday wishes.

1. Firdaus
2. Maii
3. Rush
4. Sharifah
5. Azura Goh
6. Fatin Fairuz
7. Abdul Hafiz
8. Abg Zoul
9. Sharif
10. Firli
11. Nina
12. Sheena
13. Azura Jan
14. Ayuu
15. Syafiqah
16. Iffah
17. Hidayah
18. Sufri
19. Ardy
20. ?

Alright, thats all for now, later i'm off for mini celebration with my sister, abg fi and his sister. Whoo whee! Cant wait! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEE :D

on top 20 birthday wishes

2008-06-10T10:33:00.000-07:00

on azura's goh photoshoot

2008-06-09T09:01:00.000-07:00

Syukur Alhamdullilah,
Azura Goh's photoshoot assignment is done. Hell yea the distance that made us walk all the way to Henderson Waves is freaking mencabar iman dan kesabaran. On Thursday is the continuation of the Old School Style. Just now i did more on Classic Style. Alhamdullilah i manage to shoot her, with all the power that i have. Thanks Azura for being my customer whom is sincere. Thank you for making my passion a happening start.

I'll be working on her photos starting from tomorrow onwards, tomorrow i'll finish the whole day finishing her photos, retouching, readjusting everything. As for now i do not have the power to continue. Slept for only 4 hours, had to wake up early, brush teeth and had to do recording for Abg Zoul's songwritting competition. Alhamdullilah that one was another success. Thank you abg zoul, it was an honour singing your song of your own composition, i'll pray you'll get through with your hardwork and sacrifice going on speedpost forking out quite a sum just to get it on speedpost. Insyallah your dreams will become reality. Who knows you'll be my manager one day. Hahaha.

Tooked cab all the way back home, tak larat wanna take bus from vivo. I know it cost quite a sum but yea, once in awhile its alright yea? Showered and rushed to watch Cinta Fitri. For now i need my bed. I miss my bed. I wont company mummy early morning later, badan ini tidak terlarat.

Oh yes, 1 Day 1 Day! Its tmr its tmr! Hmm... Tmr heading town with sister i dont now what she has planned. But yea, im gonna spend time with her. Hehehe. :D
I need my princess sleep now. Toodles!

on riduan & ernie solemnization

2008-06-07T11:16:00.000-07:00

Riduan & Ernie Solemnization

It's all done and complete! Riduan & Ernie Solemnization. This is my one successful solemnization design. I've been searching high and low for brushes, frames. I hope i will get more as im designing more. If you like it, comment it. If you hate it also, comment. I'm trying my best to improve. All these inspiration and influence from FAP. Thank you guys. And they are both away to Malacca cause their customers. I guess their customer wants a photoshoot out of Singapore. Woah! Amazing, im not really sure whether they are out of Singapore for a Photoshoot or Videography session or perhaps both. I cant wait for them to come back to that i borrow their speedlite.

Tomorrow is Monday, and i have a shoot lined up for me. Till then i'll post more oh yes, before i forgot, this is my photography blog;

http://hamyzaphyzine.blogspot.com/

Do view it, comment it or drop me an email for enquiry. Spread the word of mouth people! Spread as many as you can! :)

happy burfday abg zoul

2008-06-07T10:09:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR ZULKIFLI M.AMIN

Happy Birthday To Abg Zoul. (OMS Youth Conductor)

Semoga Tuhan Memangjangkan Umur Mu

Dimurahkan Rezeki

Sihat Selalu

Dan Akan Selalu Menceriakan Hidup Kamu Dengan Alunan Muzik & Irama.

Amin. :)

on designing using adobe photoshop

2008-06-06T08:39:00.000-07:00

FINALLY SUCCESS!

Manage to get my adobe photoshop a success design. I've uploaded some unfinished work on the previous post. I will still keep my main logo for my photography up on multiply. These are just a random designs more of playing around with it. Next week assignment is confirm. Lets start off with a customer whom is very young. Location has already been confirmed.

MONDAY - 09th June 2008 (BOOKED!)

2008-06-06T05:21:00.000-07:00

These are just my random design not fully done yet.

Alright yesterday's practice was abit tiring. Felt lethargic upon reaching because i had to wait for mai about 45mins. Was suppose to meet at 6.15pm but she reached at 7pm so we had a little time searching for azura goh's present over at Bugis bought her a dress and a 12 piece mini donut treat by me. Hope she loves it. Fetch my juniors over at Kallang MRT so as soon as we reached PA had sectionals playing Campur Sare its hard ofcourse first sight reading it and damn azura was awesome playing her solo all the way. Whooo hooo!

My month of June has been more off a busy month for me, birthday, photoshoot and outing to sentosa. Next monday i'll be fully booked by Azura Goh to do her photoshoot session over at her place of choice. Will be spending time with her taking her shots and will be doing her editings.

These are the dates i wont be available and that im fully booked.

9th June, 11th June (Birthday), 12th June, 15th June (Wedding @ Faruma Hotel With FAP).

My sister is sooo cute today she calls Customer = Passenger & Hetty Sarlene = Siti Sarlene. Kwang kwang kwang.

For now i'm chatting with Azura Goh discussing for her shoot on Monday. :)

on being at home

2008-06-04T12:08:00.000-07:00

Alright, my wednesday keep myself accompanied with movie from HBO, i thank my parents that they subsribe cable vision, i wonder what will happen if there's no SCV i'll be sure be bored to death. Lols.

Now is 3.09 am. Being accompanied by kak ryehan, been chatting with her since 1am. Finally her holiday mood is here. June holidays. I love teachers with holiday mood! Yippy. We've been chatting about her korean drama, oms pics and many other more. Hahaha, once in awhile chatting with her like this i can laugh my ass out. As i told her, cant wait for your December holiday mood aper tak every year OMS CAMP! Cant wait for this year's one.

Chat with azura goh and azurah jan about their photoshoot session next week. Next week my schedule quite packed. But it's alright. Burfday Burfday! Lols. It seems like nothing only lehs, its only ure number increase every year. So next week im bringing azura goh over at Henderson for her shoot with her darling instrument. But i've yet to decided for The Last Theory Shoot, oh yes i remembered. Jurong Bird Park! Heading over Waterfall Station for the waterfall scenery. Awww, how i miss working there.

So yesterday helped iffiee edit her photography photos. Adobe is the secret to everything. I'm not a pro iffiee, im a prolearner. I use whatever sources i have to make me improve and learnt the best that i can on the internet and with the help of kak ian & abg fit from FAP they are PRO. They've been on Berita Harian which adores me. And they are having wedding promotion that ends this 30th June 2008. Those of you whom is getting married! What you waiting for? Start clicking on this webbie and make ure booking http://fit3ferrari.multiply.com/ and for those whom wants a dance outdoor shoot or anything at very affordable price what you waiting for? start clicking on my webbie. http://hamyzaphyzine.blogspot.com/ Email me!

Tmr i guess oms gonna play new song Campursari whooo! Coool keper! The song sounded like dangdut with gamelan and pop. Cant wait cant wait and Hati Emas! Whooo! Tmr heading somewhere with Mai and then fetch both my junior and meeting fizah at kallang.

Right now! Im hungry like a bear. Havent had my dinner yet. I dont no whats wrong with me not having a proper meal and no wonder my friend mentioned i loose weight. Whooo! Happy alam! Hehehe. Alright, i guess i better head to bed now to kill my hunger waiting for dad with the food can cause me to death.

on meeting my ex classmates

2008-06-03T12:15:00.000-07:00

She's watching movie on my ipod touch
She was the model for comparism of dslr and digital camera.

My tuesday was accompanied by my dearest former classmates. First and foremost sherry, you're welcome and i'm glad to help you with your project on camera, you still have to edit some hyperlinks, and the salaries to be given to your photographer. Had lunch at KFC and i realise the chicken was far too oily and the coslaw smelled one kind and therefore i didnt finish anything except for cheese fries at which i treat sherry for lunch. Once awhile treating old friend lunch, after that, there comes yani so we chilled at starbucks and spend the whole afternoon there completing sherry's assignment and also to have some fun and excitement, laughter after laughter. Saw cikgu redhah our former malay teacher during sec 3.

Mum scolded me for forgetting to bring along SCV bill to pay. Had to rush home put my stuff and went to the nearest SAM machine to pay, on my way there accidently bump into martin and aliff. Aliff was there shooking my hands and talking to him all the way and he suddenly bring up about going audition with him the other time. Woah! So sweet that he remembered. Glad to see you around! :) Reached home felt lethargic i wasnt really concentrating on cinta fitri my eyes were like closing and hoping faster end the story, so i slept about 2 hours and now im all fresh up! *Sheesh*. Whoo Wheee, my friend said that ive loose weight! Whooo Wheeee! I think its the side effect of me taking the diet pills. Sobs. Alhamdullilah im fine now. :)

2008-06-01T05:02:00.000-07:00

Happy 14th Burfday Azura Goh!

Happy burfday to you yea, sorry i didnt design any e-card for you, due to busy designing the rest. Dont worry, a gift awaits you on Thurs! Lols! I'll pray semoga tuhan memanjangkan umur mu, dimurahkan rezeki & sihat selalu. Amin. :)

on oms practice today

2008-05-29T08:38:00.000-07:00

Lets start off my thursday by heading to the saloon for a hair cut not really hair cut bt just to thin my hair, helped mum buy some stuff that she wanted, and also buy myself a lunch. After that head home cook some spaghetti for me and left abit for sister i asked her to try on my spaghetti i wonder if she ate it or threw it. Lols.

Time was flying soo fast that i cook for 1 hour and its already 3pm so i had to go get ready for gym, its time this body have some work out. Full, of fats and today in total i loose 100 calories. Whoo Wheee. More gym please. So met azura my junior and his younger brother was busy working out, small boy has big dreams of growing muscles. Lols. After that head to oms, i was damn late i ran like "lipas kodong" with my laptop and my bag, woah! one hell of a dare running the long pathway of PA. *faints*

Last week there was a new musician, one is yazid my senior in ite and one is hafizah she plays the flute and this time round, talk to her like we've known each other for long but it was just 2 weeks. She's very friendly so we took the same train back home with hasyim & yazid talking about the new song Hati Emas. I feel like putting that song in my blog. Farhana was indeed very funny throughout the whole practice, im always the one counting the wrong bar when abg zoul mentioned bar 87, i almost showed her bar 85, cause i didnt see the semi quaver there. Lols.

Next week, im bringing azura my junior she plays the keyboard and she's bringing along a friend whom plays the oboe from san patricks. Ooooo. San Pats are good!

Just got scolded by mum out of a sudden, she assume that i threw her blanket but i didnt, i was putting aside for awhile cause i need to unpack my stuff and put my bag properly, so i kind of forgot to place her blanket back on her mattress. Sorry mummy, i didnt have any hard intention on you it was just your feeling to think that i did so. Sobs, got scolded for no reason.

on eyeing on crumpler bag.

2008-05-26T07:33:00.000-07:00

The Brazillion Dollars Home
The Beer Back

I've been eyeing on these 2 bags and still thinking which one should i buy. I've got alot of things in my mind right now of which to buy. I've saved up enough since months ago and getting allowance from pa soon. The whole idea of getting a new bag back is that i love to stuff my things in my bag. Especially the brazillion dollars home. Its more of my photography and for my laptop. Without having to carry to bags at the same time. Still thinking, and i do wanna survey at paragon soon. Can i have atleast one for my bday? Lols. The person who buy for me will definitely faint. Hehehehe. Putting stress on them. Lols.

Aisyah, called to invite me for lunch tmr over at Sun Plaza, and yet tmr im planning to meet anis with regards to her relationship again. *faints*. Still wondering which one to go?

on not blogging actively

2008-05-26T03:49:00.001-07:00

I've been diactivated with blogging out of a sudden. I dont know why, just nothing to blog about or rather been lazy lately updating my blog. I've been focussing on my photography blog trying to get things right and also music domain website. It's rather painful having to read those html's with alot of number's and alot of weird characters.

Every weekend i look foward to, its because i get to spend time with mmy mummy. During weekdays she'll always be around mahgrib time and there she'll be watching Cinta Fitri and off to bed and off to work the next day.

Yesterday met Anis, she had relationship conflict with alfian and i seriously im no experience in settling or calming down a relationship. But i did, back up alfian initially most of the time i realise its the girl's party trying to be really paranoid at times. Okay, enought of that nagging and yelling.

OH YES I BOUGHT THE VERY FIRST PUMA ORIGINAL POLO TEE YESTERDAY!!!!

Its worth $69.20 after discount around $55.20. Great Singapore Sale is amazing but i hate the kiasuness of some people trying to push here and there bargain like one shit!! But end of the day i bought myself the black polo tee. I wanted to buy Green one, but it doesnt have size S. Grrrr..

Soon, i'll be out with Desmond for some photography session with him. He's aiming for the D80 indeed its a good dslr for nikon model and now he's holding on to a D40x. I'll update soon yea! (:

on smrt buses should have a makeover

2008-05-22T08:45:00.000-07:00

Firstly of all, i'm really pissed of what happen just now. My dad didnt fetch me from OMS cause he had dinner so i told him its alright i will go home on my own and usually i will take train and because now im using adult fare. I was damn pissed off with SMRT Buses. I think it's time for them to change to new buses just like what SBS Transit does. I dont no why government are stingy in forking out money for new buses whereas they want the public to take more public transportation but with this kind of environment where people have to squeeze in like bunch of sardins and the seating is sooo smelly for years and i wonder do they even clean those buses.

I'm deeply sorry for this harsh post but i guess PMS is around the corner and i just sick and tired taking public transport. I will want to work and save money for a driving license if not i'll persuade my mum to let me take bike license. Cheaper and accessible. Since i know how to cycle. Hehehe. Yea! Then will want to buy those cute bikes. I seriously dont no anything about bikes. And fyi i'm not minah rempit okays.

Sister has been asking "Adik, what you want for your bday?"
I seriously dont no. But what is in my mind now
-Adidas Cap at Vivo
-Bicycle for me to cycle everynow and then. Exercise. Woah! I will want to speed on the side of the road. Cycling burn your cabs okays!.

2008-05-20T01:56:00.000-07:00

First of all, my apology for not updating my blog for quite sometime. Sorry yea, too busy with activities and just too tired and not feeling well to blog.

First update, i've gotten my ipod touch here are some pics to tell a little story.

A little bit of runthrough of whats happening around me. Lols, im blogging as if i'm writting a whole pile of composition about myself. Nothing really interesting, just now went out for lunch with fatin. Suprisingly she called crying so decided to ask her to comeover my cribs since she had to do some poly projects and then we're off to have lunch together, there was alot of laughter going on. What you expect months and months and i think years we've not met each other. Had fun overall. Maybe tmr going out with her for some fun and excitement. Lols! (:

Till then! To be continued.

on watching movie again & again

2008-05-14T10:13:00.000-07:00

Today morning, my doorbell rang twice. First it was the singpost guy delivering the internet modem and the second one was the postman delivering a letter. I cant get a peaceful sleep indeed. Was totally sleepy especially when the rain came by showering singapore with all the cool breeze. But i got kind of restless if i sleep i can oversleep till 3pm. So i decided to wake up, shower and settle all the internet stuff.

Stomach was growling hungry for food, so decided to go 7 eleven to buy my favourite pasta, pizza bar & ice lemon tea. As soon as i was to buy my mum coffee, saw mira and her friend in banking uniform, damn i know the girls version, they need to wear red ribbon and as for the guys is red tie. Lols. Standard in a way, restless in a way due to weather condition. After that back home, as i was on my way home, saw Aliff again this time he was from the hawker centre together with his friend wearing red long sleeves the same sleeves when he tooked a picture with his APM award. Lols.

Got back home, got settled and there goes tv session till 7pm atleast cause 8pm is standard cinta fitri. Hehehe. Tmr i guess im off collecting my ipod touch which has been waiting for me. Heheheh. Mum got kind of worried everyday, caused i kept bugging her saying what to eat today? Hehehe. Im just being random here and i got fed up at times till i dont no what else to buy. So here i'am blogging away, and now im off to watch Juno & The Last Mimzy. Juno isnt that good compared to FREEDOM WRITTERS its a must movie to watch. Its all about the "black & white teenagers with their own concept of thinking comparism and how they lead their own life". Go watch it!! I rate it is as 5/5.

Alright, did call back aisyah. Telling me shafina had some assignments to do base on her project on photography. And she's bringing us to the scenery of nature. I think ayu coming along. Still havent ask mum yet and im just scared who knows last minute assignment. Haha. (:

Alright, i better off watching The Last Mimzy.

on outdoorshoot & studioshoot

2008-05-13T10:53:00.000-07:00

Glad that Mr Riduan & Mdm Ernie Ariana outdoorshoot & studioshoot are all done. Impressed and mesmerized with the shoot and i know i miss their outdoor & studio shoot. Grrr. But its alright. Welcome to my brand new colour. This time its really my favourite colour. Its not really too blue neither its too light blue just nice. I hope later on i can design my photography blog design if i can find the time. Its 4am and im not in bed yet. Im afraid i will wake up late again. Lol. Less then a month im turning 18. Grrr. I dont want lehs. Hahaha. Alright i better get my beauty sleep first. I'll blog if there's anything interesting later on. (: toodles.

on first practice with the last theory

2008-05-12T10:43:00.000-07:00

May i present you. The Last Theory.

Today was my very first practice with them. Ofcourse i felt a little awkward and nervous. Caused there shouldnt be any verbal speaking if you're new to the band. O well, i maybe new to the band but im not new to azura and to the environment of music. Got introduced by Azura to Hisyam or Hisham the guitarist i guess. The songs they played i got a little lost caused i dont listened to those kind of songs neither do i play them. First practice was never perfect till a month or two months. I guess i love those shots in Machrome caused it reflects well on the guitarist and o well, the keyboardist shot wise still kind of confuse of which setting to use and abg fit always mentioned white balance is important caused you wouldnt want your picture to bound. So i kind of tried playing arnd with it and keeping myself notes of what mode to use for different environment.

Tmr schedule kind of packed up. Too lazy to even elaborate more on it.

Wednesday insyallah another session with The Last Theory. Going to be introduced again by the rest of the members for all i know mostly the members are my juniors from zss. If only they started early i've could been their vocalist till now. Lols. Azura really need my help in getting this band together. Insyallah i will do my best as long as i know the role of a band and etc.

My Main Objectives For This Band

-Disciplinary

-Commitments

-Teamwork

Preparing Exposure For This Band

-Having A Blog

-Having A Photoshoot
-Design A Logo

-Anything related To Photography, Exposure and etc.

*The Last Theory, im sure with not only my presence but with the teamwork and commitments, insyallah azura's vision of bringing this band far will be fullfilled. *

on everything back to normal

2008-05-11T06:24:00.000-07:00

Thousand Words For My Beloved Mummy.

Collage Photo With "Happy Mother's Day" Design By Me

Collage Photo In A Frame.

Syukur Alhamdullilah, i'm glad that everything is back to normal. Is was a total chaos went everything went haywire to my family. Thank you allah for making this family back to normal. On the Friday itself, me & mum didnt sleep and we spend time talking to each other thinking of a way out. Dad reached home 4am and as soon as he reached home i had to do one to one talking with him. Yes i was talking to him, but my million tears roll down my cheecks caused i love this family very much then any i do in this world. My family is my everything. My eyes were all swallon crying for the last 6 hours straight and for not getting enough sleep. My talking was worth it afterall and it paid off. Syukur Alhamdullilah everything is back to normal now.

On the Saturday morning itself many things happened in one shot, knowing from my mum when she called me saying "Allahyarhama Tok Ghani has passed away at 6am in the hospital". He was sicked for the passed few years didnt speak, walk or could do anything to the extend. He was taken care by bibik of Nenek Awa. I know that Nenek Awa is sad over his leave but i guess most of my grandmother's side most of their husbands has passed away. They redhah with their husbands kepergian. Accompanied mum to Nek Awa house after her work and was sent home by uncle yusof.

Mother's day celebration was more off celebration at home with more time spending with mama, papa, kakak & myself. Glad that mum loved the gift i made it own my own with the long paragraphs written by me expressing my feelings towards my mum and she touched she did cry a little of her tears. Thanks mama and i hope you really love the gift that was done by me.

Tomorrow, going to head Bugis awhile to buy mum something that she ask me to buy and after that heading to meet Azura the keyboardist for some jamming session with her band The Last Theory. Some briefing to be done with her band. So meeting her at 6pm at Segar LRT. (:

on my gift for mother's day.

2008-05-09T02:16:00.000-07:00

Mothers day is around the corner and i've actually decided on what to do. More off a handicraft and less spending. I've decided on something creative that is picture collage, with some "Happy Mother's Day" that i've designed and with some wishes and it'll be written by my handwrittings. I dont know whether my handwritting will look nice, caused it's been a long time since i've let this fingers work out on writting more on typing i guess. There i go to the photoshop and develop photos that taken with me and mummy, and bought a frame to collage it together with the mini title and wishes all in one frame. Yes! How creative is that, i rather be wasting my money with something thoughful made out with my own creativity and not something to be bought and keep till its all dust up. I hope mummy will like it. (:

FAP Theory Lesson
title : framing/ cropping
Yesterday's lesson was on framing & cropping. O well, if i were to talk about photography secret it wont be fair caused it's just like im revealing someone secrets. I understand now how to capture precious moments. Cant wait for more. 16th May a coffee meeting with Kak Ian & Abg Fit. Lols. Cant wait cant wait. (:

*Can i get over and done with these conflicts, i've had enough before i blow up on him for not giving in and i wanna make sure he'll give in on 11th may.*

on abg rudy last day in oms youth

2008-05-08T10:00:00.001-07:00

Its quite sad knowing an instructor whom keeps pulling your legs, putting jokes on you being disturb and bullied all the time are no longer there. Mr Rudy known as drum instructor and even vocal instructor was his last day over at oms youth practice due to his work commitments which i know already earlier on. Believe it or not while Mr Rudy was saying a farewell speech i did cry a little and somehow that fhairil played a sad tune on the keyboard. How sad was that. Im quite an emotional girl afterall. I'm just gonna miss Mr Rudy for his loud laughter during practice, always being the girl to get bullied at and especially those moment the very first time i joined oms i thought he was the scariest guy on earth with his looks and appearence i guess my prediction was all wrong he's the most friendly instructor i've ever met.

The very first time i talk to him in person was during my first vocal practice guide by him as to prepare myself for oms concert at ngee ann and i had to sing sinaran by sheila majid with all his guidance, he made me improved alot. Thank you.

I guess it'll be kind of quiet now that Mr Rudy wont be around. He had to sacrifice everything.

THANK YOU MR RUDY FOR EVERYTHING.

Kalau myza ada salah silap yang myza tau myza ader buat salah, maafkan saya ya? Terima Kasih once again for the song you've composed.

on fap on warna 94.2 fm

2008-05-08T00:23:00.000-07:00

Fit3 Animax Production on Warna 94.2 Fm.

It was an honour listening to abg fit's interview on Warna, and recently they were in the papers Berita Harian show casting their photography & videography services with the help of technology and the lastest trend. Consisting of production from Fit3 Animax Production, Next Edition & Simply Touche with this strong production i believe that Mr Fitri has manage to suceed his dreams in photography as his full time career. Along with his wife Mdm Ian Marsya who gave fullest support in his passion of photography because Mdm Ian herself has passion in photography. She used to be a model and many other related stuff to photography.

Alright alright, lets stop being so formal. So i guess for now i be accompanied by Kak Ian in msn now. Lol, she's always up early morning doing her editing here and there so as abg fitri. Suprised of what she told me that abg fit joined anugerah last year. Woah! Impressive. Chat with kak ian and can you believe it i dozed off in between the conversation. Hahaha. Kak ian can be really spontaneous and i've promised her i'll do my very best in taking shots if i get to cover an event.

FAP is a stepping stone for me in pursuing my passion in photography. I will take a slow step in learning and working on it and sooner or later i'll get the whole idea and everything in photography. Glad abg fitri & kak ian are the best people to let new passionate photographer like me to take shots for event. (:

If you have any enquiries for any event, do visit http://www.fit3ferrari.multiply.com/ be it having any events just visit this website and drop an email alright? (:

on girls day out with my sister

2008-05-07T07:44:00.001-07:00

Today was an awesome session with my dearest kakak. Sorry the picture above is very sucky due to wrong format of setting. Lol. Sis, tooked half day as abg fi (her boyfriend) is POP - Passing of Parade. How cool eyy, but im very sad that i didnt manage to follow her, caused the rule has been set that only 3 family members from each policeman can bring. I guess it was a waste of opportunity.

Tooked bus 700 head to Far East and waited for sis at the bustop as mentioned. After that we had our lunch at Cahaya Restaurant. At first i was kind of dump that i didnt remember how the place look like, finally upon reaching then i remembered. Lol.

After eating, sis had to go toilet to sheee sheeee. She's a toilet girl today. She went toilet 2. One big & one small. Hahha. How bad can i be.

Went the whole far east shopping centre she was really happy that she can shop with no huge crowd. Caused normally she'll shop during the weekends and at which it'll be packed with people. She was searching for a skirt below knee at which mum will allow her to wear and after that she bought a top for her office wear and i was searching for squared collar top and i finally found it and its my size. Now my sister know how sad can i be when comes to shopping. Sizes are irritating. If there's size it'll either be short if i raised up my arms can see my belly. Found the top at 77 street and it cost like $40 the most expensive top i've ever had except for adidas laaa. Then this sales girl, kind of forced me to renew my membership like come on if renew membership plus shirt it'll cost me $67. Siow.

Nicee of sister to pay the top for me. She's already treat me lunch. Once in a while. Going out with her can be really crazy with all those different type of attitude that the public are making. One of them we saw was, theres a lady doing her hair and there was this machine on top on her head so i guess she's bored while waiting she's eating food in a packet. Lol.

Before heading home and before sis had to meet abg fi's mum we sat and had fried mars bars. Lol. Im seriously loosing weight with the capsule im eating seriously it prevents me from eating heavily like i used to. I promise give me 3 months im sure gonna lose!

Met Hazrat after that to pass him his green polo tee. He look soooo hot! Hazrat you look HOT! Haahahah. Its been really a long time since i've ever met him. Last time he used to be the band assistant in being in the library com. From ITE now he is studying in SP! Woah! you inspire me Hazrat. I like his name very unique. (:

On pulling a band together

2008-05-05T10:38:00.000-07:00

I've just finish chatting with Azura my junior in zss. Chatting about her band group that is The Last Theory. It was quite sad to hear her side of story of how a band has been formed in 2005 and now she's loosing apart not she but the band. Some due to cca commitments, personal problems and etc. Most of the band members i know them due to they are my juniors. Azura wanted me to be in her band be it playing the saxophone or singing. I told her i'm alright with anything that comes by my opportunity. She's was telling me on how she really love this band and how she really puts her heart and soul in this band and i can see that she really want this band to go far and at which i knew when she was really being serious in this. Having a band is easy but keeping it tight its hard. Especially those members whom is always missing in action without valid reason. Its an opportunity once in a lifetime having to be recruited knowing you have a talent in you. I guess some musicians just dont see this.

Azura play the keyboard and she's also good in arranging songs. I was quite dissappointed of how her members treat this band as just an ordinary band. It isnt, you'll start small and you'll grow each day and each time you have exposure, performance and competitions. As you go for all these exposure, different productions are there seeing a unique band. Here i'am going to by her side pulling her band together. Giving them interesting mindset and package to have photoshoot and to have a logo of their own and to have a target to achieve.

Alternatively i'll do have to meet her to talk more about this caused if i chat with her online it'll be one long conversation. So azura, do stay strong and hang on to ure band. Insyallah with my presence around i'm gonna make sure ure band members respect then band and respect each other. In order to own respect you must gain respect.

Alright i'll stop till here im off watching Hells Kitchen Season 4! ((:

on arranging atas nama cinta sax solo and etc

2008-05-03T09:53:00.000-07:00

This is arranged by me. Sorry for those minor mistakes and i've not arranged to proper notes so thats why i overseen some alphabet. Lols. Especially when i closed my eyes. And the ending part sucks okays! I've not yet to set the tempo caused i set it same as the actual song. So when its properly edit and finally touches i promise i'll update ya. (:

Today i spend my whole day at home. Mum had to work overtime, sister is out and i'm alone at home. I spend my whole day with my baby, not boyfriend laaa its either i'll spend time with my baby number 1 or number 2. Lols. I was playing my saxophone the whole practising and practising to make sure i improve every single practice i do at home. I dont want to keep relying on my section mate for good sound. Pity her. Music lesson with Mister is great. Nora sis, was being the great accompanied partner to accompany. Lol. Cute uh you. Hahahaha. It was awesome Mister thought me the tips and tricks to play a saxophone. Cool! I make sure i improve with his guidance. I cant wait for next wednesday's class. Hahaha.

Alright today was abit awesome, i did brush up on my G Major & my F Major. And after practising some pieces from oms, i arranged a song entitled Atas Nama Cinta originated by Rossa. Her song was featured in the sinetron of Cinta Fitri and i think im joining the competition which is on 8th May. Mummy kind of support me in this. Lol. Still remembered she and sis came down for my anugerah audition under and umbrella. Hahaha.

Alrightee, tmr im confirm going to kak lina's house to finish up the webbie thingy. Its been 2 weeks, jadi tk jadi thingy. Heheheh. I'll blog again yaaa. (:

2008-05-03T03:05:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY AZURA!

Semoga tuhan memanjangkan umur mu, dimurahkan rezeki dan sihat selau. Berbahagia di sisi keluarga dan mendekati diri mu pada allah. Amin. ((

on mini photoshoot @ my cribs

2008-05-02T09:14:00.000-07:00

This is a mini photoshoot @ my cribs. The angle is a messed, the focus is a messed, the speedlight was a messed. I think this was totally an unprepared one. Caused we're in a hurry to music class right aron? Lols. She was there to accompany me so end up she play the trumpet. Lols. Hahaha. Thanks alot dearie for that accompanied. Actually there's more photos then these, caused the rest was a total messed due to some wrong angle taken, the flash and etc. O well, still understudying with FAP what you expect right? I cant wait for the next FAP assignment with Kak Ian & Abg Fit! Prolly next week we'll be meeting up to discuss somethings. I want to learn alot of things from them like seriously. I've faced the reality of wedding ceremony photography. Cant wait for either outdoor photoshoot or studio photoshoot.

PS: This is the worst shots i've made in my life too many lights going arnd. I promise improvement will be made.

2008-05-01T23:16:00.000-07:00

It was such a relief seeing him. It was an incident seeing him arnd my area. The first thing when i saw him i approach him saying "Eyy Hafiz, what are you doing here?" i anyhow assumed that he wanted to go the bank bt then today is Friday so obviously he's heading to the Mosque for Friday prayers. Silly me. I think at that point of time as he was walking he did kind of follow the beat of the music and he bang his head following the beat. How cute is he. Aww, Hamyza snapped it, he's attached with a chinese girl. Snapped out of it!

Nora's coming over to my crib. It's been months since i've ever met her. I wanna see how tall she's grown and she too excited to meet me and to see how tall i've grown. Tall i dont mind. But FAT ewwww, i hope she wont say that, caused many ppl compliment me already that i've lose weight which im extremly shocked. Lols. Well, i guess too stress staying at home job hunting. Actually i do have a job already. Its a freelance job, under FAP. Just that i've not told my mum about it yet. Earning money is enough for me, small frm now sooner or later it'll grow big. Right kakak? My kakak is the OKB in the family now. Lols. I'm counting 5 years from now. And 8 years from now who knows im gonna be called Cik MIMI. Lols. How cute. Lols.

I guess, having to married for my sis im happy caused, she'll no longer have to face the reality of mum & dad controlling her time curfew, what she wear and where she go, caused once she's married to abg fi, im suree she'll be the princess on top of the world. I myself cant bear her being controlled by my parents even at the age of 22. I feel guilty also had to play with her game. Lols. Bt its for my sister's future sake i did that. If we lie with reason i guess its reasonable. And i guess if abg fi is the one, im sure Allah gonna protect her from bumping to any family members of mine. Dont worry sister, whatever happens i'll be there for you okies. Backing you up. Lols.

I think job that suits me using my creativity is, photography, designing, singing and music. I want to get to this line in future or maybe even now. Caused its been agreed by Kak Ian, i'll be understudying with FAP and getting paid with what i've learnt. (:
So everynow and then on the weekends i'll be gone for good to do photoshoot.
Kak Ian & Abg Fit are cool manager uh. I respect them alot!

KK, later me and nora will be off for music class with Mr Fi. Cant wait cant wait. ((:

on my day with dearest friends

2008-04-30T00:14:00.000-07:00

Cikgu Fav Sayeeerr :D
Cikgu day dream?
He's the best & spontaneous cheee cheer (:
Anak-Bapak-Anak Lols.
Promote keper.

HAPPY HAPPY US! :D

More photos @ hamyzaphyzine.multiply.com

I had super duper fun with the dearest ones. Eating, laughing, walking, shouting & even making nuisance at public places. Hahaha. Went to arcade played this game 2 against 2 and the end me & kak shaa won! Yay. Ouh biaselah. Its been a long time since we've hang out like this so ya we even had alot of memorise, went to banquet sitting at the straight row tables and the levis pic we took and even the camwhoring session that was last time when we had a group called Kuutu Inc.

Alrightee, later at night i'll blog more yaaa? For now im off to my saxophone class over at marsiling. (:

on my tonsils are back

2008-04-27T10:22:00.000-07:00

TONSILS ARE BACK!!! *grrrrrrr*.

FAP Wedding Photoshoot!

2008-04-26T09:26:00.000-07:00

I'll take more on this event that i did today. I'll elaborate more tmr yaa. Too tired already. ):

on hanging out with mai & azura

2008-04-24T09:28:00.000-07:00

I was thankful and greatful enough as i was out earlier to hang out with them to starbucks where abg azlan is working there so we go discount and i got this grande for like 6.38 dollars how cheap is that. I had a wonderful time with this lovelies. Its been really a long time since i've ever hang out with them. They were supposed to mug and end up mai was the one scolding azura "Azura! Study!!" I was happily eating my double cheeseburger and drinking my chocolate cream chip which ive been craving for, for like a month since my tonsils. Finally! Heaven! Saw many people, one of them i saw was diyana, kak lina's twin. Heheh. She was super duper pretty! Gorgeous my senior student council. Then as soon as i entered starbucks one of the girl was smiling at me which i dont remember who is she. Lols. Bt i realise my senior in sec school. Lols.

Met hasyim at kallang as he wanted to join oms youth, since oms youth is recruiting. Mostly oms youths that i know come from ITE Band. Woah! One big band to one big orchestra. I dont wanna talk about my practice just now. It was total chaos, horrible felt i was the worst saxist ever in this world. Glad have an understanding section mate. Still need her guidance, dont no what the hell is wrong with me. Haiss.. Too sad to even talk about it. ))))):

To My Dearest Friend Aisyah

2008-04-23T10:59:00.002-07:00

Hey dearie robobo, if you happen to read this, i guess this post if for you yea. I know having to face this circumstances of love tragedy is something sour and you yourself dont want this to happen but i seriously do think you need a break from love life yea? 2 years straight you've been facing this. I know i will sound bad if i put it this way but i guess for the very beginning i know your relationship will come to an end sooner or later. Chemistry, Commitment, Caring & Cherish does he have what it takes to be a boyfriend with his ego, self centered and selfishness i know your relationship will go nowhere if only one party took alot of sacrifice whereas the other party shaked leg and let you be his donkey. Dearie, i know he wasnt meant for you. I dont want to hear from you 10 years down the road ure married with a guy whom drinks & club each time your marriage is having a conflict. While you are suffering rolling a thousand tears and yet his out there enjoying and clubbing all night long. I dont want that to happen to you. Lets take it, having a relationship at the age whereby you still have a "1" infront of ure age then i guess it isnt a perfect timing yea? I want to see for once you enjoy being single and enjoy life at the fullest without having to think "where is he? why he never call? why this and that?"

You're now in a school having a good course, good friends and good life and you even have a good family whom loves you caused ure the only child. Prove women out there wrong that you can survive without a man. Im suree you can do it! You've even mentioned to me about running your way through to get that president post. Go for it! Dont let love tragedy threaten you all the way. Dont let love stop you from doing what you love most. You have alot of friends whom loves you and whom will always be there for you. Dont worry of being afraid you might get lonely without having a man around you, i cant deny you'll feel lonely yes, but still that isnt an excuse right? I'm never gonna stop being your friend, I'm never gonna stop motivating you just like how you motivated me when i down on the ground and you pulled me up by giving me motivation and encouragement. Now its my turn to do that to you. As our friendship goes by, i see your weaknesses and where you've gone really weak and down. Dont worry, i have my weakness and you do have it, infact everyone has it. No one can deny that am'i right?

Dearie, dont ever feel your useless, lonely, ugly or whatever. Because i know you've always been looking on the brighter side of life and has always been thinking possitively in life. You inspired me alot and i hope ive inspired you too. There's always Allah whom always you pray to, ask for what you want, insyallah he'll help you. Take as every problem or break ups part of his challenge to see how strong and possitive are you in facing all these. Kita merancang tuhan menentukan. Trust in allah and never fail to trust him because with everything he brought upon, there's a wisdom behind it. Hikmahnyaa...

To My Dearest Friend Aisyah

2008-04-23T10:59:00.001-07:00

STRESSED!

2008-04-22T05:10:00.000-07:00

The favourites!
Nicholas I saw that okies!
Aisyah & Haron.

The ZAC!

Before going out.
Oppps. sorry sister.
thanks eyy kak, for taking my leg only. Lols.

Let pictures alone do the talking yea. There's too much things to typed about and at which i think im too tired to blog about it.

2008-04-19T10:40:00.000-07:00

In Progress! Hahaha
I think this one ela elo now playing. "eyy eyy azura's mummy"

Eeeewww! I hate my hair
Hate that face expression
The weight that was on me. Super FATSO!

Alright alright i know its kind of lame to blog about this bt, i happen to grab it from Fhairil's multiply, sorry yea fhairil. I didnt know there was phototaking going on during Ngee Ann City Performance Rehersal. Hahaha. Kwang kwang aper tknyee, still freshmen. Lols. Seeing the song Sinaran originated by Sheila Majid was something i love doing it, caused the song wasnt hard to memorize nor the notes or pitching to pull. It was very silly of me that on the actual day screwed up like totally. Dont no what was i thinking and kak lia told me as i was singing i keep looking at Abg Rudy, did i? Oh i cant remember. Seems like kak lia always spot my clumpsy mistakes or clumpsy reaction i should say. Hahahha.

Nevertheless i saw this pic of singing under the tree and i swear im not gonna sing under that tree again no matter what. Every now and then if i pass by a tree i will really recite my prayers. My believe is only to Allah.

Today i feel dad's presence at home is causing too much stress to the family. I felt stress whenever he's at home commenting on everything. He was being the childish one trying to compete with me to switch on the tv. WTH right? My mum scolded my dad "aper abg nie, bukak tv pun nk berebot". *kwang kwang kwang* I shall no elaborate more. As im too sleepy. I had a great chat with my kakak. Dont think too much okies dearie sister. (:

Toodles till the next post! (:

On seeing how clumpsy was my sister

2008-04-19T05:14:00.000-07:00

My sister banged to the wall caused she wasnt wearing her specs. She wanted to shower and there she BANGED! to the wall and she makes me laugh my arses out. Lols! XD
You're CUTE laaa sister.

On OMS (Youth) Recruitment Drive

2008-04-17T09:51:00.000-07:00

(Picture Courtesy of Aidynn)

Love Music?

Love Playing Malay Orchestra Music?

Love To Explore New Music?

Able To Read Music Scores?

The Orkestra Melayu Singapura (Youth) is recruiting a new batch of musicians.We promote Malay music, combining both Western orchestration techniques withtraditional Malay music styles. Besides being a trove of Malay music and culture, we readily embraces other cultural influences in our music.So what are you waiting for?? The Audition is now open to all !!!

Available vacancies:

- Flute

- Tenor Saxophone

- Trumpet

- Guitar

- Violin

- Cello

So what are you waiting for? Lay your hands and start typing http://www.omsyouth.blogspot.com/ & click on Instructors or Contact Us. You wont know your chance of being in OMS Youth is a big opportunity and it's a stepping stone of exploring music in the real world. Get typing! We're waiting! (:

On Singing @ Former School.

2008-04-17T03:07:00.000-07:00

Feeling The Music of Dreamy Eyes
Thank You For The Big Support!
Random Duet With Syam Singing Cinta Tragika
It Was Awesom Everyone Love It!

My whole wednesday was spend with my love ones coming back to ITE Clementi was a memory indeed. I felt i was welcomed by all my Exco from student council. How i wish i can be there forever but life has to go on no matter what happen right? Azura was being the hyperactive one calling my name from far as if im like a celebrity. Maybe uh one day, you'll never know right. Chasing my dreams till now has been one great journey. Thanks to Abg Zoul for the arrangment of Dreamy Eyes at which everyone love it and wanted to asked for an encore, but it was a waste that i didnt bring any extra instrumental song with me caused all i have was Dreamy Eyes and thats the only one track that i have in both CD & MP3.

Nemo, and Cheryl has been a great emcee for the whole orrientation week. April 2007 student council had planned the event smoothly just that students are rather defiant to sometimes get over the rules. That common, during their batch also alot of things happened. Too sweet and too sour memories also happened. But i feel that life is too short for good things and too long for sour things. Upon reaching bumbum accompanied me into the school and she started abusing my Canon EOS taking candids after candids. O well, what can i say about this gorgeous. Hahaha. As soon as i entered the control room behind the hall i started sneezing and sneezing and tons of tissues i've used and left it in the hall. Hahaha. How evil was i. I was too afraid of what will happen when im up on stage singing and there i go sneezing wouldnt be embarrassing?

As soon as i was on stage doing what i love most, my nose has stop sneezing and there was no more flu in me, i guess the best cure for my flu is getting nervous on stage and when i held to the mic my hand was really shaking. I dont no why but i didnt felt any nervousness just that my hand keep shaking and shaking but as soon as i sang the 2nd verse everything went smoothly i make the stage as if its the time for me to shine. Hahaa. After singing, jojo danced to his elastic body like rubber until he was out of idea of what more dancesteps he should do. After his dance moves, nemo & cheryl requested me and syam to duet so we had to sing another duet song cinta tragika i swear i forgotten the lyrics and so i just hantam the lyrics. But overall i did enjoy the whole orrientation performance.

*Bumbum how cute were you when you were on stage i can feel that your nervous*. Hahaha. But you did great! How great till your class emerge first. Congrats yea. (:

After the whole event ended, there were atleast 5 students stop me complimenting on my singing. Thank you soo much for those encouraging comment that was given by you all. Insyallah kalau panjang umur next year i'll come back and sing again yea. (: As i was waiting for mira, me rasyidin, jufiza & azura chat infront of the hall and it seems like its very long since we chatted and joke together as one student council. How i really miss all of them. ):

After that mira & i went to BP to have our Luner @ KFC cause we were effing hungry and good thing was that after our meal we went camwhoring. Not really camwhoring but more too photoshoot H'Amyza style. (: I'll show pictures @ random okies. (:

On Gemersik Irama On 13th April 08

2008-04-15T03:37:00.000-07:00

Gemersik Irama 2008 @ Singapore Botanic Gardens

Singapore Malay Orchestra or Orchestra Melayu Singapore event on the 13th April was marvellous indeed. With the presence of guest singers like, Rahimah Rahim, Jefry Din, Shahril, Hyrul, Huda, Nurun & Rudy. These are the people that make things happening as they are celebrity from Mediacorp Suria. This event is also in conjuction with PA 20th Anniversary and with the Guest of Honour Dr Yaacob Ibrahim which make the event much more happening and not forgetting the main Ochestra. Shoot after shoot, running here and they chasing after those solo's who had to stood up and i nearly trip and fall running to take a shot of kak lia's violin solo. She told me, she saw me running. I was like "alaa paiseh nyeee". She knew i was running to take a shot of her solo. Everyone was ultimately tired as the were at Botanical Garden since morning so after the event was over everyone looked really exhausted and luckily they dont have to take their own instrument back to the PA lucky there was a crew helping them to carry their instrument back to PA.

Theres alot things happened where the makcik's in tudung & the makcik's in vogue dressing was really dangdut-ing and i assume these makcik dangdut-ing is the makcik from geylang whom always hang out at Teh Tarik area. I told my mum about it, and she was laughing all the way. Hahaha.

Today there was supposed to be an interview but i didnt turned up due to agency company and at which if i come down its most prolly to fill in form so i'll be wasting my ez-link. Tmr will be a performance in my former school. Cant wait! My weeks are full with interviews and more interviews just filling my another 7months more before im back to school basis. :D

*Loving my canon 400D. I'll have photoshoot session with dearest Bumbum. Good shot means good photographer. (:

This baby is sooo cute. That reminds me. Thursday i got childcare interview. Awww, how cute isnt it. ((: Just cant wait to tell mummy. (:

Stress free. Hahaha

Shot Taken By: H'Amyza.

On Getting New Laptop & Canon EOS 400D

2008-04-12T19:56:00.000-07:00

Getting a new laptop and a new Canon EOS was a dream come true. O well not really a dream come true but im really just thankful to my mummy as she really make me feel touched with all these thats she's giving me and i promise i'll be one good girl and repay all her good deeds in return. Dont have to wait till i have a stable career even now i can repay her slowly by giving her a helping hand. Im all set and ready too excited to go for Gemersik Irama @ Botanical Garden. Meeting sharif later at Orchard MRT along with some other friends too bad bumbum couldnt make it due to madrasah. I'm gonna meet, Anis, Fatheeen, Alfian, Fee and all my lovely musicians up on stage. Cant wait! Cant wait! Effing happy but still im not satisfied Iffah cant go last minute due to unforseen circumstances.

Camera, lights, sound all are prepared. I'll update more once im back home alrighteee.
With cool pics!

2008-04-10T23:55:00.000-07:00

This is my very last moment typing on my Compaq Laptop. After tomorrow i'll lay my hands on a very brand new Acer Latest Edition laptop. I forgot the model of that Acer laptop and tmr i'm collecting my Canon EOS 400D. I simply cant wait for both new things at the same time. I've done something amazing to my compaq laptop is that im using a MAC Book theme. Yippy! Hehehe. But i'll have to asked my sis to removed it if she doesnt want to use this theme. Yesterday morning mummy couldnt sleep so we were chatting all night long from 1-3am. Chatting from one topic to another. Ini laa orang tua2 kata, kalau da berbual dgn maknyee sampai besok tk habis. Heheheh. (:

Tomorrow supposedly to go kak lina's house to get helped with the webbie. She's pro in all these. Hehehe. Im only advance learner. Hehehe. But tmr she's packed with parents signing up private diploma for her and the time is all juggled up. But its alright i guess we'll have to contact via phone to keep in touch with the progress of it.

Thank you abg zoul for arranging Dreamy Eyes song to minus one. It sounded even better. Thank you alot! (: I'll update again later at night. Toodles.

On OMS @ News

2008-04-10T03:22:00.000-07:00

OMS @ NEWS

Suprisingly yesterday, i was just randomly browsing i saw this particular video on OMS appearing at Suria news. Seeing all my seniors like Kak Lia, Fhairil, Abg Roomaizan, Abg Rudy, Abg Kadar and many more. Syukur Alhamdullilah i feel proud of my OMS that having that passion in music in OMS is definitely a right path from there a small passion will slowly turned big if i work hard and strive for what i want. Seems like all OMS'ians have the same mindset of taking up school or courses that are related to Music. Like say, NAFA - Nanyang Academy Fine Arts, LaSalle College of The Arts etc. I've planned what i want to do in future its either i will want to have a career that is related to music or related to design. People might looked me in the eyes just an ordinary girl with an ordinary dream. I'll just to have to wait for perfect timing to let everything out yea. Quite a number of my seniors and conductors are in music school like Fharil (NAFA), Ismaharie (LaSalle College of The Arts), Zoul (LaSalle College of The Arts) and I think dynn too gonna take up (NAFA). Being in this special music & arts school isnt that easy caused their fees is extremly ex to the pensive, the audition piece to be played and so on.

I think next year after 2 years of completing my Design course and if my GPA is 3.5 <>

OMS - Orkestra Melayu Singapura Presents Gemersik Irama. OMS will be staging over at the Singapore Botanical Garden on the 13th April 2008 from 4.30pm - 6.30pm. Host of the event Shahril & Huda. Artiste Collaborating: Hyrul Anuar, Nurun Nuwarah, Rudy Djorhanaen. Its a free admission event do come and support us as we bring you music from the 60's - 80's. Be mesmerize with our unique music.

Will be going this concert with Sharif, Iffah and many others. I super duper cant wait! I missed the fiestarama and im not gonna miss this one. I miss these people alot!!! ((:

On Presence During OMS Rehersal

2008-04-08T09:51:00.000-07:00

Today was another Tuesday that i turned up for OMS rehersal with all the seniors and with some youths. I swear the way they play are far too good to be true. The reason for presence is that i need to do some photograph taking for some unforseen circumstances which i'll not elaborate. As soon as i was shooting here and there, kak lia (violinist) asked me to take snap shots and also to record her solo. Which damn effing nice! I was too engroussed when celebrity like Hyrul Anuar, Huda Ali, Sharil, Nurun Nuwarah & Rudy Djorhanaen. I was laughing with Shahril i was like "eyy you were the one came by to Jurong Bird Park do shooting right? He was like "yes oh! you work there isit? i replied "nopes it was only for attachment." Nurun keep smiling at me and she wanted to make the first move to talked to me bt i was too busy snapping photos. I think she saw me during Anugerah Audition when i was with Aliff. Rudy and I was like talking "i asked him about his anugerah 1999, and i asked if he still remember Kaslimin Sudin which is my uncle whom went to semi-finals with him but my uncle didnt make it, then he was like "oh.. kaslimin, yes yes i remembered! kirim salam to him yea." He was like interviewing me what is he doing now? Then i said he's working at guiding me in singing he was asking me why arent you playing? Then i mentioned only selected youths will play for the concert. He was like "ohhh.." *Smiled all the way*

Happy alam! Got to see Huda Ali (Zooom Hongkong!) i sat beside her and i was the only one whom laughed aloud as i think it was her first time coming over to PA for OMS Rehersal. She's super duper pretty i bet she used Body Butter cause her whole body was covered with that smell and whenever anyone passes by her, the smell will spread. I dont know how to elaborate on that okays! The whole OMS rehersal ended like 11pm which the speech given by the very top rank in PA. Lucky dad fetch me from PA and this sucked! My dad's car was send to workshop due to his bumper and other sorts of reason that go along with.

Later im supposed to meet ayeeeshaa bum, but still dont know whether my mum will allow me. I'm scared caused i've go out too much, let me emphasize something that is weird and might even sound weirder after that tragic moment of removing jin from my throat, everytime when i see a tall tree or any tree i'll tend to be very scared. I dont know why and every now and then when i stepped to PA, i'll always recite my prayers until i reached the OMS Room. ):
My life is miserable and weird i should say with all the phobia i have in me. I really scares me and all i can do is pray pray and pray to ALLAH. (:

2008-04-06T06:48:00.000-07:00

Aisyah Nur Jannah eating her tulang kambing

and using a straw to suck the little tweeny thing

inside the bone. How cute? (My dad thought her to do that)

Within 2 days alot of things happen. On my Saturday i spend all the time i have for my family especially bonding session with my mummy as usual. Spend most of the time on Saturday over aunty's place and at the same time family gathering along with visiting granny. Each week i visit her she's becoming really slim, slim because she's at the age of 60's so during her point of time loosing weight was nothing to be suprised of. After mahgrib, dad called saying he has already ended his work and planned to have our dinner outside over at Adam Road but before heading to Adam Road, mummy dropped by Geylang to buy some capsule for her body some daily capsule to be eaten as part of her daily meals. After that then we head to Adam Road because i was super duper hungry and as soon as we arrived suprisingly i seriously hate of how Adam Road standard has really dropped down can you imagine at 9.30pm most of the stalls are closed how dissappointing could it be?! And how exciting can it be to bumped into your teacher twice a day at 2 different location and at a huge different timing. Inila kata kan, tuhan nak temu kan.

After eating felt really pissed off cause my stomach isnt really fulled with the tonsils im facing with and the food place that isnt convincing really spoil my mood. Grr!

On my Sunday that is today early morning woked up by mummy she asked me to visit the doctor to let the doctor have a good look at my throat but suprisingly i didnt know she was coming along cause she told me that her heart wasnt feeling too good about me so she accompanied me. Waited for the doctor's arrival like 30minutes and the doc gave me an injection which really hurts and numb my butt for about a minute how painful can that be. I was really freezing lying down as the doc told me not to move a muscle. *faints* it feels like very pain and its super *********** PAINFUL! Everything cost $50 at which my mum will get her company to claim her money.

After a visit to the doctor went home, eat medication, some nap and after that head to Tok Awi house to do some curing for my tonsils. I wont elaborate more on what happen to me & mummy for our search looking for BLK 115. Effing funny i swear if i were to elaborate more on it. As soon as we arrived and waited dad called and the atok suggested using my dad's body to release the 3 jin who has been around my head, nose and throat.

The story goes..

lately my throat felt really painful and today morning i went to the doc as my mum hati tk sedap so she accompanied me to the doctor and i have injection at my butt which really hurts and numb. after checking blood and everything my medical bills cost $50. and in the afternoon went to this tok awi house whom always cure illness that is mostly happen to orang melayu like "jins and stuff", after using my dad's body to keluarkan the jin, finally my throat felt better. rupernye, my throat has been hunt by jin the ghost so called tk suker my voice and the jin bite and hang arnd my head, nose and throat that causes my tonsils to really hurt badly. and the doc told me, if it still comes back, i'll have to go operation at which my mum dont want. cause she dont want me to burden and suffer frm the operation. After removing it done by atok awi, alhamdullilah my tonsils slowly fading.

After that visit, fetched sister from home to have dinner at Al-Azhar, i swear after my tonsils felt better i ate like as if i never eat before. I was being clumpsy really clumpsy my fork, spoons and my knife went all over the place keep dropping on my pants and the gravy was all over the table. Went to Bukit Timah Courts to window shop awhile and went back home happily with family and i was given a BIG HUG from mummy. Awww, mummy I LOVE YOU ALOT! (:

2008-04-03T23:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday my thursday was occupied by my love ones. Met up with Ayeeshaa & Shafina (Her cousin). Ayeesha has already been planning this outing early this week. Finally i gave her a YES! Effing habis dier! Hehehe. Waited for her and Shafina at Jurong East last cabin about 30mins and lucky enough my ez-link wasnt deducted that much. We headed to Marina Square again to have our lunch over at Seoul Garden again but this time dearest Bumbum treat us lunch and i was touched. hehehe. Thanks yea dearie. We were really cramping and making seoul garden as if thats our father's seoul garden. Hahaha. Like what people say the more the merrier. After eating we felt really boyak and this time i really gave up first as my stomach couldnt take it further due to my throat. My throat is really sensitive to all these cold stuff. After eating, we headed to Bugis and really shopped for my stuff, after shopped my stuff oh yea i forgot to mention that i bought a

WHITE SAXOPHONE TEE ITS LIKE MY SAXOPHONE HANGING FRM MY NECK. How cool??!! And a cardigan this time my cardigan has stripes. yippy!

After bugis we headed to Orchard cause bumbum was craving for Fried Mars Bar. After eating a few bite from her bowl, it was my turn craving for it! So i bought it bt without ice-cream cause cold stuff is sensitive for me. Altogether i had 6 Balls of the Mars Bar. Effing nice and after that i felt like very thick deep down my throat. After that we had to head home. ((: Thou it was raining heavily me and bumbum had to share umbrella. Basah kuyop like it was flooded in singapore. ((:

I'm so sorry my english is soo fcuked up. Feeling so lethargic right now. Sorry yea!

2008-04-02T03:48:00.001-07:00

Allahyarhama Yusni Jaafar

1945-2008

Age: 63

Passed Away: 1st April 2008 (Morning)

(Starring in 20 films for the whole career life as an actress. Her life has been mostly for acting and her passion in acting has been passed down to her daughter Raja Ema.) She has been admitted to hospital since December 2007 due to some chronic diesease. She died at the age of 63. She's a seniwati to me she's an actress whom never fail to make us smile as an actress and as a comedian. You'll always be in our hearts.

I guess closing my blog the other day was something to do, as a matter of fact i'm going to take up Digital Media & Design (Interactive Media) next year at ITE Bedok i know distance will be a problem but i dont see why i cant go long distance as i have quite a number of seniors whom has been coming down to ITE Clementi even for only like 1 hour lecture. It's not about distance but its about how you want something and really earn them.

Yesterday went for OMS but i didnt play just came down transfer pictures from kak ryehan's external disk so as abg zoul. As i was seating in the room, my heart was really jumping and pumping faster and faster i've ever could have imagine as all the seniors repetoire are all awesome! Old songs that are going to sang by Rudy Djorhanain did i spell that correctly. But whatever it is, he do have a nice voice indeed. I wonder why he isnt actively been called by the media to perform for any events.

My Thursday will be occupied with my dearest bumbum and shafina! I cant wait i cant wait. As what bumbum mentioned in her blog we'll camwhore bt still shafina tk ada DSLR nyaa. I want my EOS can? Why soo slow! Grrrr! KK, tmr i'll upload tons of photos yea yea?

Tag Replies:

Riri: I dont think you gave me the right link it seems "blogger not found". Relink again can?

Aron: Lols! It's ok then cause i was getting prepared waiting for ure call. ((:

Fatheeen: Thanks for dropping by yea! ((:

Azura: Aiya, i just simply hate how people talk behind your back its all manners. But its alright i dont want to elaborate more about her. All my sins will be stacked up. :D

on being super duper busy

2008-03-26T11:59:00.001-07:00

I find this picture is the key to my obsession of photography. On how bad shots can be treated with good shots. I just cant wait laying my hands on this D40 though its D40 but still DSLR. I've been chatting with Hafizul Fahmy from like 1am till now 3am trying to multi task myself. After talking to iffiee i was totally at lost of what i've not and have done. I was concentrating of what and how should the design be and there goes my phone bzzzzzzzz *vibrating* with a photographer pic of iffiee. There goes chatting with her and laughing and laughing. After the whole laughter out of a sudden her phone went dead. So i guess dead as in battery or otherwise.

I'll blog more later. Niteee niteee.

On Blogging About 10 Paragraphs Full

2008-03-25T12:03:00.000-07:00

Tell me how does it feels when you happen to read someone's blog and at which this person trying to blog 10 paragraphs long about me eventhough she didnt mention my name but still it reflects on me and my reputation will be ruined by those uneccessary facts. How does it feels when you found out that someone's blogging a whole 10 full paragrahs bad things about you and at which i was aware of it at all till i blog hopped and saw this?! You are just emotional over song compositions? Excuse me lady, you've gotta learn alot from the music industry read up, explore, ask local singapore artiste. Get your facts right. I just cannt be bothered with these type of people whereby i mean good getting her beats at which she can use it for her song all i wanted to do was to collaborate with her and is that something wrong ms lady? Whats the use composing songs and keep it inside your wardrobe and let Shakira her alone listen to your song and is as if she understand your language.

Past few weeks i mean really well and yet you trying to be really sensitive about exchanging music, you think you alone write songs from your past experience and from your heart? i also do and thats how you compose song. Which human compose music for the sake of composing it? I admit your song compositions are all nicee but too bad uh dont how to make full use of the talent. Expose your music la at ure blog let the public comment and scared your song will be stolen copyright it laaa. Whats the use of technology nowadays. Here i'am trying to get beats for you and yet you wanna make big fuss over your song, excuse me miss, if your song expensive i dont mind your song is an ordinary song just like any ordinary people its not like you have a Sony BMG recording contract like my friend Aliff. I just hate it when you make a big fuse over your damn precious song. If your attitude towards music is so negative sorry i dont think you can go far with this type of attitude. Start learning to be sharing not selfish understand? Read it! Memorize it! Keep this in your mind and not your Shakira's mind.

Sorry dearest blog readers i'm just too mad over this girl's trying to blog bad about you whereas i mean well helping her with her song. I dont like entertaining this type of people trying to ruin your reputation. I'm just not in the mood of blogging further. Today's wednesday tmr off to oms and before oms meeting iffiee and syaf chill out session.

*You make me laugh my arses out talking to you last night was heaven.

Tag Replies:

Azura: Tkder suare? Im waiting for you to sponsor me recording studio, insyallah i'll do recording with my friend whose in beats society. Insyallah. Terima Kasih awak keep supporting my music. Next year support okays Anugerah. I'm gonna be serious in it this time last year masuk masih kentalan jiwa. Hahaha

Wawan: I'll link you soon okay wawan. Thanks for dropping by my bloggie. IMY IMY!

Yenny: Ouh you're welcome. You're pretty laa babe. Thanks for letting my friend shoot your dance group. Wawan my ex boyfie so once i know his friends all are related.

Ira: Hahaha, cry eyy mira? Maner ader cry its just emotion icon.

Aron: You and my exco azura samer laa tanye tk record. I record using hp can? Hehehe. Insyallah kalau ashidy kasi recording i'm sooo gonna do it okies? For no.1 fan like you. ((:

Nikk: Alright i'll link you soon. I still got 3 people to link. Hehehe. :D

On Going Out With Amirah & Iffiee

2008-03-24T10:07:00.000-07:00

Today i was out as usual this time Amirah wanted to accompany me for my course interview which is over at my school nervous as usual but im the thought of person who is possitive in whatever im doing. (: She accompanied me the whole day of my monday. From school and head to Causeway Point banquet to have our lunch and after lunch we headed to Civic Library and i read up on IT stuff's on how to improve my skills in website design. Hardwork and self motivation is all you need to improve in anything you want to do. While me and mirah were in the library abg rudy called me to let me listen to the song he has composed for me which is nice, lyrics are well composed very meaningful now all i have to do put it into a song. Insyallah this Thursday with Syaf and Iffiee over at Coffeebean Bugis.

After Abg Rudy called, Iffiee called me asking me to meet her then i asked mira if she's alright with and it seems like she's okay with it, so we headed to Vivo and iffiee havent had her lunch so treat her KFC, her face was showing all her tiredness after a whole day in school. While she was eating i made all sorts of jokes as usual. I like her band polo tee just that the logo mcm Guiness Beer Drink. Hehehe. Talking about logo tmr i have to start doing already for friends whom already ordered from me to design for them. (: Dapat tawaran. Hehehe.

Talking about getting offers, i get the offer of being in Rhythm Society Productions thanks to Martin for recommending it to me. I feel so honoured. Happy kedeggak cause every performance i make, i'll get paid. How cool! Mcm certified superstar. Hehehe. Insyallah one day. Im still in a process of wanting to be one.

Oh yaa, forgot to talk about this Nikon D40 is like $888. Mummy, i dont want laptop uh, i want DSLR please. It's cheaper then a laptop. Hais, we need one good camera for the family. Please mummy. ):
I love photography alot. My friend was like " eyy myza your angle pics are all very good". Thank you. That was only normal digital camera not yet DSLR. I want DSLR badly. I want I want I want! I feel like crying now. )))))):

I'll end my post now, if not i'll cry talking abt DSLR and if i never get one lagik sedih. ):
I want that for my bday once and for all. Now courts got sale. ))):

On Chatting With Iffah Etc.

2008-03-23T12:22:00.000-07:00

Its like 3.25 am i just finish talking to iffiee. This girl has been the most hyperactive girl i've ever chat with. Topic after topic and ya, thanks yea for listening to my short stories. Used up like 1hr 30mins of my outgoing calls so left like 30mins which im sure my bill will rise. Hehehe. Few more hours to interview later with Amirah she's going to accompany me. Tmr morning will head to ITE College West (Clementi) and at night Amirah gonna accompany me to MP nearby here to get BIT. Insyallah i hope i can do it. I'm just really wondering what should i wear tmr? Should i wear really formal as in like work interview or just normal formal. Eventhough i've went through beauty etiquette and grooming during my Nitec in Tourism and at which i'm still at the end point of wondering what to wear should i wear heels and stand by my Brazillian Praia incase blisters here and there. I hate blisters.

Iffiee, im happy for you alright. I hope you're dream will become a reality. Insyallah. If there's a will there's a way. Thursday i've planned to go out with Syaf before OMS and to discuss with her about songs over at Bugis Coffeebean at Raffles Hospital im sure the place is really very slacked.
I'm tagging iffiee along since she told me she kind of can make it. Hehehe. I cant wait laaa to bully this small girl with big dreams. Alright i guess i'll end my post here need to force myself to sleep cause in few hours time im having course interview. Wish me luck. Amin.

*I'm still waiting for you eventhough i have to wait for a long time. It'll be a big phobia if you're gonna find yourself a new replacement of myself, whereas you've not been replaced with anyone yet.

For Not Updating Blog

2008-03-22T04:02:00.000-07:00

First of all, sorry for not updating daily, i guess busy daily routine is back. 2 days straight i've been out helping friends, accompanying friends and discussion. It's just too tired to update all, but i'll just have a quick run throught.

Thursday
Accompanied mira for banking services registration and after that followed by going to Anchor Point to have our dinner at Secret Recipe and trust me, the food was apetizing enough not worth your money and Secret Recipe are only good at their cakes. Drinks, food and desserts is not worth your money. After eating accompanied Hidayah as her shirt was spilled by an ice-cream so we accompanied her like the whole of Anchor Point and Bugis we went like shops after shops and she tried every of the shop that she entered really2 effing tired and i did tried on an Everlast Polo Tee that cost $31 i like the red&black but too bad size finish already. After that i had to head to OMS practice as it was Thursday and sadly i didnt get to play cause my section is totally full and there's no extra instrument so what did i do? Me, Iffah, Fee and Hazimah crapped outside OMS room. Especially Fee, i miss this girl alot and when she came for OMS, we crapped like hell, laugh our arses out and i asked her this question" How your "S" kat belakang?" Fee replied "Ofcourse la my "S" is at the back tk kan kat depan?" This dialogue is concerning about the Superman jacket she was wearing on that day. I have a Superman shirt but mine's at the front. Hahaha. Blaaa. Blaaa. Blaaa. Reached home 1am. ):

Friday
Waked up early morning, had to do some discussion and after discussion meet Iffah, Jahaiza and Ama (forgotten her name but thats what Jahaiza called her as) we went republic poly as Iffah and her friend need to do recording on their school assignment about "Why Youths Nowadays Neglected Their Own Cultural Music?" Something like that if im not wrong. Hehehe. I was super duper tired from morning to night and when i reached home, i discovered that my family went to Msia without telling me how sad. And yes, yesterday was my worst nightmare cramps and i had to dragged myself to do all those things and with the heavy laptop that was in my haversack bag. Super Duper tiring. And now my shoulder all all cramped. Sobs.. I'll be busy for the next few days due to unforseen circumstances. (:

Oh yes, i'll update all iffah's video once its done. I got interviewed by her! (: